STORIES...
Wednesday, November 30, 2005
Half a day without food and drink... It's not that torturing when you're too occupied to think of these.
It was a setup @ Suntec. I was asked to go down just before lunch and I stayed there till about 8pm. There wasn't much to do there. I just stood there and looked.
I'm always kana match make with that guy... So paiseh!!!
I don't know if it's really the missing meal or not... I was feeling dizzy... I had some snacks while waiting for my sound guy...
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It always started off as a friendship... Then... The line became blur... It made everyone around confused. Question marks were everywhere. I stated my reason before... and now... seems like it's starting again... Sorry... I guess I have to think seriously before taking any step... I have to re-draw that line...
Reminiscing stops at |11:48:00 pm|
Monday, November 28, 2005
Saturday... It was our escape to JB!
From left to right...
Joseph, Kangming, Mei Hua, Xiusi, Angel, Addy, Louis & Marcus!
I was supposed to meet Mei Hua @ Sengkang @ 9:30am but my darling was late! We're supposed to meet the rest @ Woodlands @ 10am. In the end, we boarded the bus at about 10+... got there @ about 10:40am. =D
They were the first group of people to see me with my hair 'newly chopped'. Xiusi kept commenting that she's not used to it. haha...
@ about 11+, we boarded the bus to the checkpoint. There were cockroaches!!! Though there were small, but there were many of them!!! Made me cry... stupid...
It was a long wait to get to the check point... None of us had the immigration card except that stupid Addy. We tried to get it when we're at the Malaysia's checkpoint.
At last, we're officially in Malaysia!!!
We went to the KTV there to book a room then we had our lunch. I was kinda excited when Mei Hua suggested Teppanyaki. We, girls, including Louis who was a girl for the time being went to get ourselves a seat. I've never tried sitting there before! But to our disappointment, the chef wasn't cooking at our table... He was at the other table!!! Haiz...
While waiting for our food, Mei Hua suggested to watch The Fog or Cello. We couldn't watch Chicken Little as planned because it's not out yet... My face changed immediately... Meihua went ahead and asked the guys to get tickets for the movie...
After lunch, we went shopping!!! The three of us bought the Nike shirt! It has the number '1986'! Our birth year!!! Mei Hua and I got the black one. Xiusi got the white one. We're gonna wear it on Tues, which is tomorrow!!! =D
=O We found a shop selling fried ice cream!!! =O Mei Hua and I were very excited!! Xiusi wasn't really. We got 2. I think, in the end, Xiusi ate more than Mei Hua. But I ate the most!! They were sharing 1 but I've got 1 all to myself!!! =D
We found an Arcade... Went in to play some games while waiting for the movie to start... I kept losing!! Xiusi is too strong for me... haiz...
After Arcade... It was time for our movies... The jumbo hotdog we got was like 1/2 jumbo hotdog! The hotdog was kinda the correct size but the bread was small! Anyways it taste better than the drink. I ordered 7-up but seems like they mixed strawberry with it...
Oh... They got tickets for The Fog... It wasn't really scary except for some parts... The knocking sounds... Stupid Addy said I was scared throughout the show... -.- He and Kangming were laughing at me. Kangming came out with the sound "Boom- ah"... -.-' Idiot leh...
Anyways... It was the singing session cum buffet dinner!!! It was the first time singing JJ's "Books" with someone!! Kangming and Mei Hua sang with me! =D When the buffet started, Louis, Marcus and Joseph went to get food! They got lots of food!!!
Our Table of food!!!
We sang lots of songs!! We sang Ah-Niu's song too!! haha... Too bad Nini wasn't with us... If not she'll sing and all of us will dance!!! haha... Then then...!!! It was the Ra-men Song!!! The guys experienced Xiusi's power!!! haha... They laughed when she answered the questions... haha...
Our session was supposed to end at about 10:30pm but we stayed on till 11:00pm++. We managed to catch the last bus back to Singapore but not the bus/train home... Xiusi took a cab home... The guys and Mei Hua catch the train to Ang Mo Kio... Addy and I went for midnight movies...
The three of us had a hard time getting a cab at the taxi stand... We gave up and went to the road to stop a cab... We got to Cine... There's no show for us to watch... Haiz... In the end, we went to Alvin's house to stay for the night... My name for the night was Christine... -.-' I wonder why do I always get that name... haiz...
It was a very torturing night... Alvin commented that the fortune telling game was for kids but he still wanted to play... We played a few rounds of cards... and he concluded that he wanna sleep... When I was about to sleep, he said he can't sleep!!! -.-' He said he wanna tell a story... -.-' I thought his story will last for a while... NO!!! It lasted for about an hour or so... I think...
That was my nightmare before sleep...
Sunday...The moment I reach home, I slept... I wonder why am I so tired... I slept without lunch... Woke up when I received some messages... Slept again after reading... I woke up reluctantly @ 7pm. I think I slept for at least 5 hours... maybe even 6 or 7hrs!!!
Nini reminded me about UCCD project!!! AHHHH....!!!! I HAVEN'T START!!! haiz...
Reminiscing stops at |9:41:00 am|
Friday, November 25, 2005
Let me recall this week's events...
Monday,
A day in the office... Nothing much to do... Nothing much to talk about... After work, I had to rush to PS.
Meeting Pgek, Rena, Eve and Pi!!! I was supposed to reach @ 7pm. In the end, I reached @ 8pm. Last minute work again... When I reached there, they've already had their dinner. I didn't have any appetitte to eat... Bought Takoyaki into the cinema.
We watched Harry Potter. I've watched the ending quite a few times. I was very tired... was having a difficulty keeping my eyes open... So... I fell asleep during the show... Anyways I've watched that part already...
After the show, we rushed to the station fearing that we would miss the last train. Pgek, Eve and I alighted @ Kovan to take a bus home.
Tuesday,
Wished Eve Bon Voyage! She's leaving for Macau + HK!!
Had a terrible day @ school... Damn! The way I eat sweets makes it seem like I'm on drugs or something... Within an hour, I've finished Regina's box of Mentose! I bought another box of Mentose, the XXL one, to munch.
Wednesday Thursday Friday...
Wasting my youth in the office...
Managed to watch Zathura!!! It's quite a nice show! It's about two brothers playing a game. It's something like Jumanji but a little different...
Actually yesterday wasn't that bad... I was watching tapes the whole day... 6 hours in front of the TV!!! WOW!! We're even working during lunch... We had to watch and have our lunch at the same time... =D
When I got back to my table to pack up, I realised that I forgot to change the status of my MSN. Hmmm... I guess I seldom change it when I'm alway anyways...
JB trip tomorrow!!! Mei Hua, Xiusi and I are going to elope!!! =D
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Sometimes I don't feel like helping... I wanna be evil... I am jealous of her... I really wanted to do it... I almost wanted to do it... I gave up in the end... It's hard being the good person... It's also hard being the bad one... Life...
Reminiscing stops at |8:32:00 pm|
Monday, November 21, 2005
In life, there are many questions that I've asked myself. They range from the stupidiest things to very complicated things. I guess I've got nothing better to do...
Sometimes I ask myself 'which day of the week is it'... I don't understand why I can't get the days right. My calender is always faster or slower. It's seldom right.
Sometimes when I'm watching a movie, I'll ask myself or the person who's watching with me what movie am I/are we watching...
Sometimes I'll have to keep asking myself where did I put something and search high and low for it when I'm just holding it in my hands.
Sometimes I'm thinking about something... But when my concentration has been disrupted, I can't remember what was I doing...
There a question I've yet to find the answers. "Who am I?"
I don't know why I ask myself that. I don't know which is the real me. I can be quiet and angelic. I can be noisy and evil.
Hmmm... I guess I'll know when the time is right...
Reminiscing stops at |4:02:00 pm|
Back in HK!!! Sushi feast! haha...
But why must I be the one to pose it again??? haiz... =D
Reminiscing stops at |3:59:00 pm|
Sunday, November 20, 2005
Why does it seem to rain almost everyday? The rain is making everywhere wet. Seems like there isn't any dry place anywhere.
It's been a week filled with fear and pain. This weekend is totally exhausted. My batteries are almost flat. Will I be granted a permission to re-charge my batteries?
Afraid of getting scolded from Boss. I'm always disappearing... Pain from my unreasonable stomach. On med for almost a week and visit the doc 2x. Haven't been sleeping well lately.
Seems like she didn't get my message about me taking M.C. that day. He called and scolded me. I was very scared and went to have a chat with CYY. Tears just flowed down my cheeks uncontrollably. I gave her a shock. I hate crying in front of others. It makes me feel so weak and useless... but at that time, I was very scared.
Reminds me of the other time... The guys couldn't believed I was crying in the store. Their eyes opened so big that they almost dropped out. They couldn't believed I was bullied by the staff because all the time, I was the one bullying everyone. It seems like no one's able to bully me.
Ok... back to point... I made Nini wait for me at the lift for a super long time. I was really afraid that Boss will be unreasonable.
The next day, I was made to stay back in the office to 'clean' his contacts. I did that till 8pm! And again, I was late for my appointment.
On Fri, I was working from 9:00pm to 2:40am. I was almost unable to get leave the office! I was meeting Addy earlier. I wasn't late! He was the one. Then we waited for Eddie to appear... Had dinner... Start work...
I didn't go home that night. In a night, I watched Harry Potter's ending 3x! I fell asleep along the river for about an hour plus. I could hear people but I couldn't be bothered to open my eyes. After breakfast, I went home to bathe, change, pack my stuff and leave for event. I had to report at 10am. I was 45mins late. =P
At about 2pm, just before the contest started, I left for work. I told Tiff only. Fear found me when I received a message that Simon was looking for me. Throughout, I was thinking how to explain to Simon. I was also praying hard that I won't see anyone while I'm working. I was shocked when I saw one of the part-timers!
When I was at the ursher point, I wasn't in time to go up to the cinema to clear. They were all coming out from the escalator! Quickly I went to get someone to tear the tickets and rushed up quickly. They didn't wanna listen to me! I really feel like screaming. I kinda pushed a few people back in and closed the door. The cinema was full house! I was unable to clean it alone within the limited time. Luckily Agatho came to my rescue! *Phew* We didn't manage to clean finish cleaning before the first person arrived. But we're done when more people came.
There was a mistake with the AXS ticket. Nobody taught me what to do it in the first place. I just heard that I have tear the ticket. I didn't know about the date and time. When I was told about the problem, I felt so guilty because I was the one who stood at the usher point most of the time for that session. I kept thinking that it was my fault.
Afraid of getting it from Boss the next day + that mistake = stressed.
At around 8pm, I had nothing to do. I could catch a movie. But I chose to sit in the staff room. Those thoughts made me almost cry out. I didn't have appetitte to have dinner. When getting food for Samuel, I got myself something to eat too. Can't resist the temptation... =P
I didn't want to go home again that night. I don't know why. It feels kinda exciting sleeping outside. Feels like you're homeless and had no place to go. I guess I'm kinda sick to have that thought. I had to go home that night if not my mom will kill me.
I was too tired and sleepy to walk home... So... I called for S.O.S.. M'my came to the station to fetch me home!! =D I fell asleep the moment my head hit my pillow. I was unwilling to wake up when the sun rose.
Today, I was afraid to go for event. I was afraid of getting a scolding from Boss. In the end, everything went quite smoothly for me. I apologised to Boss for my disapperance. Yvonne helped me to explain a little yesterday.
While waiting for Andy to collect the stuff, I realised that at that time, I couldn't put any pressure on my right leg. I don't understand why. There was an unbearable sharp pain when I did so. What wrong with me now...
I got myself a drink and sat down. Luckily it was better later.
I went out with Xiusi and Addy's friends... I dunno why I joined in... Anyways, we had quite a good laugh. My pool still sucks as usual...
I didn't wanna have ice cream because something's not right with my stomch. The event today didn't give me a chance eat and I had forgotten about lunch. Xiusi gave me that look when I said I don't want any. Still, I couldn't resist the temptation and order one for myself. =P
I think I'm crazy... I kinda love having a hectic lifestyle... Sometimes, it keeps my mind off some things... Recently, I could just forget to have a meal. I'll only remember when the symptoms appear... =P
Reminiscing stops at |11:22:00 pm|
Sunday, November 13, 2005
I'm sick... Mentally sick... Tired of what they have to say. Tired of how they treat me.
Lost interest... Disappointed in the company... That's it...
5 gone... 15 more... Am I gonna survive? Let's just say... I've gotta pray hard...
Reminiscing stops at |9:23:00 am|
Friday, November 11, 2005
What the hell..!!!
Yesterday he told me to clean his address book I did so. He gave the instruction at 5pm and expect me to finish it by 6pm. There were thousands of contacts in there!!! Gotta open almost one by one to check the info and all. I did that till almost 8pm! Nini and Addy were waiting for me at Chinatown since 6:45pm! Just now, he called me and said I didn't do it at all! What the...!!! I think I'm gonna get it on Monday.
I was on M.C. on Wednesday. I guess he didn't notice that. When he asked me what I was doing, I told him that I was doing the draft letter. He said I was supposed to finish it long ago. Yes. I did finish it on Monday but I was asked to edit it. I couldn't do it the day before so I had to do it yesterday. Doesn't he understand anything?
Today, I was asked to do irrelavant stuff again. Oh well, time pass faster this way. When I was doing it halfway, I was asked to continue calling the production houses. I managed to finish the list of 76 numbers! What a great achievement! Yvonne helped me with one of the calls cuz I was tongue tied when I was requested to speak in Mandrian. =D I wonder how I passed my Chinese...
Oh! Today's the first time in this week I went home for dinner!!!
Still wondering... Work on Monday?
Reminiscing stops at |11:51:00 pm|
Wednesday, November 09, 2005
Thinking back, yesterday was really a very interesting day! There were lots of catching up!!! I guess I was kinda crazy yesterday... =P
We had 2 lectures and 2 tutorials... As usual, I slept during lecture. =D It's only one of the lecture!!! And it's only for about 15mins!! Not that bad lah... =P
Lunch time... We all had prawn noodles!!! Wow! Miss the food so much!!! Cheap and delicious! =D
After school, we went to celebrate Huiwen and Zany's birthday! Another wonderful time! I guess we made lots of noise there. =P
Oh...!!! My golden mushroom!!! The waitress was clearing the plates. Mei Hua got a plate of golden mushroom! I was thinking of finishing my ice cream first before enjoying it. But... *sob* The waitress took it away!!! She took my golden mushroom away!!! *sob* I started laughing till tears flowed out. I think I made Huiwen cry too... =P
We made Huiwen very paiseh when she opened the box of 'sweets'! wahahaha... All of us were strangled by her... Poor us... =P
This morning, I was woken up by a call from Karis. I was planning to sleep till 10am before getting ready to see Doc. So... I woke up unwillingly... Had some breakfast... Lie around... Left for Doc.
Today shall be a day for me to rest. No work... No school... Just rest and relax...
Reminiscing stops at |2:57:00 pm|
Monday, November 07, 2005
Whatever...
Everything is stressing me now...
Stressed at attachment... Stressed at work... Stressed for everything...
So messed up...
Whatever...
Yes, nobody knows me...
Maybe I'm just making use of everyone and just get rid of them when they are of no use to me.
Maybe everyone should just leave me...
Whatever...
Reminiscing stops at |12:36:00 pm|
Another start of a new week... Sitting in the office... This is considered attachment life? *wonders*
It was the lazy 'alternate working day'. Mine wasn't really lazy. In fact, it's tiring...
Mon - Attachment
Tue - GV
Wed - Attachment
Thur - Sanur
Fri - Attachment
Sat - Sanur
Sun - Sanur
Mon - Attachment
Tue - School!
Yesterday was Sanur Payday! Just 3 days and my pay was half of what I got for my attachment for the month of Oct! =D I had to get my pay from Yanni cuz Jeslin was working @ another outlet... It's a miracle that I managed to not take any orders the whole day!
Was planning to get M.C. for today... but seems like it's not an auspicious day to do it... Shall save it for another day ba... =P
Ohhh... I'm so looking forward to school!
Reminiscing stops at |11:54:00 am|
Friday, November 04, 2005
Again... In the office... I stare at the monitor... Waiting for time to pass... Waiting for 6pm... But when I looked at the time, I was forced to wake up from my dream...
Yesterday was an interesting day @ Sanur. I was kinda sadded when I heard Jasmine quit. I kinda miss her loud voice that I'll hear every year. This year no 3Js working together... Me and Jeslin... Only 2 Js...
There wasn't really many customers but we're kinda busy. Why? Tina and I were rusty because it's been a while since we worked. We're kinda blur... mixing up table numbers... forgetting customers' requests... etc... etc... Our hands ache cuz of the heavy trays... Our legs ache cuz we're standing almost the whole day.
Jeslin asked WeiLi, Theresia and me to throw rubbish. The journey was a long one. We had to take the lift down, go down the ramp, cut through the carpark, go up a very long winding ramp, after a distance, go down another ramp. Then, we finally reached our destination! Phew!
Overall, it was tiring but fun! =D
I was watching the morning news while waiting for my parents to change for breakfast. My father asked why I looked tired. Do I look tired? I have this kinda look since I dunno when... hmmm...
Oh!!! Tina taught me something!! I was complaining that it was boring in the office... She agreed! "I went to the toilet to sleep for 5mins!!! You can try that too!" She suggested that!!! -.-'
Tomorrow's another day @ Sanur! My dear Sharon will be there too! =D
Reminiscing stops at |9:40:00 am|
Wednesday, November 02, 2005
"It's a lazy week..." Karis commented. Going back to the office on alternate weeks... Working on alternate weeks... I guess I'm crazy working everyday... Yesterday was GV... Tomorrow's Sanur... Weekends will be at Sanur again... I guess I just wanna make myself so tired that I'll be sick... Then, I can get a MC!!! haiz...
EOS yesterday was quite ok... I don't know who planned it... I was supposed to tear tix and clear cinema at the same time!! Luckily Agatho was in the cinema that I was supposed to clear. If not, I'll really go crazy... I almost sprained my ankle when I kinda missed a step... haiz...
I didn't have the mood to watch movies... So... I helped WeiJie and Wati at the candy bar. XiaoLing asked me not to clean the warmer. She said it's WeiJie's job. So... I helped to top up the ice and drinks.
Now, in the office... Stare at the laptop... Nothing better to do. Am I gonna spend the rest of my attachment life like this? Right now, I just feel like taking a MC and just leave this office...
It's not that I don't wanna talk. I just have nothing to say. She wants to say everything so I just let her talk. You don't expect me to tell her to stop talking because I wanna talk, right? I'm not given anything to do so logically I have nothing much to report. What you want me to do?
~*~*~*
I don't know what to say... I don't know what to tell you... I can only say I'm sorry...
Reminiscing stops at |10:14:00 am|
