STORIES...
Sunday, May 29, 2005
Ahhhh!!!! I've been fooled by Chin Wailing!!!
Argh!!!! Some more so paiseh lor... I anyhow put answer... wanna see see what's the result like... What the...!!! Ahhhhh.....!!!!
Reminiscing stops at |10:40:00 pm|
Today's my last day!! Yeah!!
I started work super early. 9am... Ok lah... Not that early... I had difficulty waking up... as usual... I was late... I changed price tags again... Today I sat on the ladder to do it... A bit scared... but no choice...
Ivy seems to be in a good mood today. She joked with me... She's not a bad person. But she's scary at times. ZhiYi and I are quite afraid of her... Once, she asked, "Why you two see me like you've seen a ghost?" haha... =P
Oasis uncle ah... haha... today kana suan by us!! Haha... who ask him give wrong information to customer... And the best part is... We heard it!! Hee...
When we went for our break, Auntie Jasmine pulled ZhiYi's shirt!! Wahaha...!!! Auntie Jasmine really very crazy... haha...
Auntie Jasmine asked us to draw something... She wanna play fortune telling! haha... We're all too bored there... haha...
Was supposed to go back at 7pm... Ivy last min asked us to stay till 7:30pm. Haiz...
Thank you, Karen! It's very nice!! How she know I like dolphins? ZhiYi said everyone knows I like dolphin... hmmmm... issit?
Thank you, Tony, TianTian, Nurul and YanFei for your company during work.
Thank you everyone.
I think I'll miss them leh... haha...
Tomorrow school starts at 8am!! Sure can't wake up lah... haiz...
Reminiscing stops at |9:45:00 pm|
Friday, May 27, 2005
I really miss Auntie Sally!! I really miss the days with her around!!
Last time, I don't needa bother about return... Now, I've gotta pack, count, check them... then do the necessary paper work to return the stuff... I needa fight for my space in the store room. There were times I was super fed up when some one occupy my space when it is originally mine.
When stocks were coming, I don't have to report early to do it. Auntie Sally will settle them. Now, I have to do everything myself. Find a space to put them... Do the price tags... Unpack them... Arrange them... Kill brain cells on how to display them out... Pester Alvin for my price tags...
Wednesday, I was already super tired... My head was hurting... I wasn't in a mood to do anything. I didn't have any energy to open my mouth to talk also... I don't know what to say also... but I have to fulfill what I've promised... Though not really fully... I was super worried when I couldn't find a box of my towels!! And my pillow got stolen but some idiot! I have a suspect... but... haiz...
Last time, Auntie Sally will handle all the scoldings... I won't get any scolding from the staff... ok lah... only Lilian scolds me sometimes... All the staff at CP don't scold me... Now, I'm on my own... Whatever I've done right or wrong, I'll get scolding...
Today, I was supposed to bring my stocks out... Ivy emptied 2bins for me... I can't leave them empty so I did that first after lunch... After that I packed my stocks... Had quite a lot of things to do... Asked Handsome and ZhiYi to help me... At night after my dinner, there wasn't much customer... So, I decided to do my towels... If I don't change my price tags, I may get scolded. Then Bully came to tell me not to do it!! WTH!! He wants Gillian to do it. My Auntie is not as free as you think leh. I was really very tired already. I wanted to argue back but he didn't give me a chance to do so. I went into the store to call Gillian instead of using the cashier's phone. Tears were blurring my vision... I called... I told her what happened... I cried out... I hide in the toilet for a while... I went back to the store... Cried again... Managed to stop... Went out keep my price tags... Quickly went back to the store... My eyes were red... Tears were gonna flow out. I went in... Hide... Pretend to pack... Karen came in... She tried to console me... But I cried more... Those who saw me crying dare not ask what happened. Gillian came... I cried again... She helped me to do my stocks... When she left me alone in the store for a while, I looked at the price tags and cried again... I guess I was really pressured by them. Auntie Jasmine (Cosy) asked me not to cry because of work. It's not worth it... I was really trying... I stayed in the store until I was 'ready' to go out...
I'm trying to be strong... I'm still trying... But it's tough...
I miss Auntie Sally...
I miss my Sec gang too....They were a bunch of bestest friends I've ever made! They were always there when I need them. They know what kinda person I really am. Why must we be separated to different places? Why?
Reminiscing stops at |11:44:00 pm|
Tuesday, May 24, 2005
You Are 10 Years Old |
OMG!! I'm sooo young! haha...
10
Under 12: You are a kid at heart. You still have an optimistic life view - and you look at the world with awe.
13-19: You are a teenager at heart. You question authority and are still trying to find your place in this world.
20-29: You are a twentysomething at heart. You feel excited about what's to come... love, work, and new experiences.
30-39: You are a thirtysomething at heart. You've had a taste of success and true love, but you want more!
40+: You are a mature adult. You've been through most of the ups and downs of life already. Now you get to sit back and relax.
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Reminiscing stops at |10:58:00 pm|
Happy Birthday to you...
Happy Birthday to you...
Happy Birthday to Dear Eve...
Happy Birthday to you!!!
Reminiscing stops at |10:48:00 pm|
Sunday, May 22, 2005
I never get off on Sundays before!!
Went to J8... Saw Sakae Sushi... We went in for lunch... It's been a long time since I had sushi!!
However, there's this couple... They really spoil my appetitte. That mad woman almost made me cry there. Luckily I didn't.
They had a lot of comments about us. What's wrong sitting on the same side of the bench when we're eating? Is it a crime? What's wrong with him putting his hand on my waist? You can sit the same way as us if you are able to.
Who give you the right to talk so much about us? Jealous ah?
Yes, we're together not long ago. So? We can only see each other once a week. What's your problem?
You said I was acting to be gentle. I know I eat very slowly. At least I eat slowly. I don't gorge down my food like a hungry beast. You jealous ah? Go learn some etiquette lah!
It seems that it's one of your first time coming into a Japanese restaurant. Who give you the right to mock at their practices?
I really wanted to stand up and walk across to yell it all out. But if I really do so, I'll be as low/no class as them. But... I was really mad.
They really spoil my impression of those staying in Bishan.
After walking around, we left for Cine. We watched Last Quarter. The show's kinda stupid... It's really ex watching on weekends... There was a HUGE crowd at cine after our movie. Most of the escalators that are going down were stopped!! It made my leg hurt more... haiz...
Planned to go to Chinatown for my tangyuan... But he was very sick... After the movie, I suggested we go home without my tangyuan...
Reminiscing stops at |8:36:00 pm|
Saturday, May 21, 2005
I don't know what's wrong... I'm practically dragging myself to work everyday. Yes, there are many nice and interesting people there but there are also those that are the opposite.
I'm glad that I know them. They make the place seem brighter and livelier. Time passes faster with their jokes and all. I really enjoy their company.
But... there is always something that will spoil this fun.
Why are they always doing this?
Why are they always talking bad about my product? Auntie, your products have more faults than mine. Your products have more complains than mine. Who give you this right to critise my product?
Why are you always emphasising on the price? Auntie, I know your product is so much cheaper than mine but you don't have to use my price to force customers to not buy my product. I agree that you are a very good sales person but you don't have to say that the other one is better because it's cheaper.
I think I was too pampered when I was at CP. Everything was done nicely for me. I don't have to worry about anything. Now, I'm on my own. I have to do everything myself. And I'm always scolded for not getting things done on time. It's not really my fault! I wanted to do it earlier but no one wanna do it.
Now, my GSS price tags are still not done. I'll be so dead on Tuesday. This time it's not my fault right? I brought it down 3 days ago and it's still not done! I've to prepare to get scolding le... haiz...
I just remembered something... I forgot to tell Delphine that I'm not going for today's BBQ (if there is...)!! I think it's useless telling her now... especially at this time...
Reminiscing stops at |10:55:00 pm|
Friday, May 20, 2005
Yesterday was steamboat at Huiwen's place... It was another sumptous dinner. We managed to clear most of the food... unlike the other time.... hee...
Before dinner, they played blackjack... If there wasn't any money involved, I'll gladly join in... But I've made my promise before that I'll not gamble again... so... I slacked about the room... read my book when the gambling took place in front of me...
I left at 8 to meet ah xing... I did the stupidiest thing... I board the train without looking where it was heading to!! I took the train to Buna Vista!!! I had to take the train back... To make matter worse, I was super late!!
I got 2 pairs of earrings!!! Hee.... Actually I like the other one but I don't wanna spend too much of his money... Anyways, I was attracted to those 2 too... hee...
Today, I was so bored that I became siao... Mama had red ribbons... I took one of them to tie some strands of my hair... Mama ask me not to go out if not everyone will siam me.... haha.... Sintex auntie burst out when she saw my hair... Hmmmm.... I still think I look cute with it leh... haha... I really work until siao le...
ZhiYi... I miss your chocs... Next time don't off so many days leh... haha...
Tomorrow's another day...
Reminiscing stops at |11:52:00 pm|
Tuesday, May 17, 2005
Oh... Dear ZhiYi got her blog too! hee...
16/05
Started at 9am to do my towels. Auntie Sally came to help me! Awww... So long never see her... Miss her so much... She laughed at me when I complained that I have to do everything myself now...
Did stock taking again... This time is to kill time... hee... ZhiYi followed me cuz she had nothing better to do too... haha...
16:00 Illegal Gathering
Went for lunch with Tony, TianTian, Nurul and ZhiYi... Tony brought us to this place that sells nice pratas! I didn't order prata cuz I've been having that for quite a few days le... Shall go there one day to try them out...
TianTian and ZhiYi bought chocs... TianTian offered us his wisky chocs... Our faces changed when the wisky flowed out... haha...
Today, another illegal gathering with them. We had chicken rice... Why am I always the slowest to finish my food?? I didn't talk much... hmmm...
I helped Karen with her towels... We put out heads together thinking of ways to maximise the limited space available...
I spent the whole day doing my stocks again... and clean my stocks... again...! haiz... I don't really needa sell... Just maintain the counter... clean counter and stocks... do stock taking... I didn't really serve customers... but...
I sold something today!! So happy!! hee... Gotta treat ZhiYi chocs to thank her...
Reminiscing stops at |9:37:00 pm|
Sunday, May 15, 2005
I really have a poor memory... I'm so sorry that I totally forgot about it... Sorry...
Today...
Went for lunch with ZhiYi... We left at 5... supposed to come back at 6 but we strolled in at 630... hee... expected... We walked passed a book shop... Bought Charmed there for $2.50!! Sooo cheap!! Too bad they don't have V.C. Andrews there... haiz...
I met Pgek at Hougang!! hee... We talked about work as we walked home together. We planned to go to work and home together from tomorrow onwards... but... I have to start at 9 tomorrow! *sob* Shall carry out our plan from Tuesday onwards! hee...
Reminiscing stops at |10:10:00 pm|
Thursday, May 12, 2005
Haha... TianTian is scared of me!! wahahaha... I kept making his hair... I just love to touch those who have that hairstyle... I wanna know if it's soft like Andrew's hair or stiff like Desmond's... hee...
I'm having too much chocs these days... I'm kinda addicted it le... HELP!! I don't wanna be Nini no.2!! haha... ZhiYi and TianTian bought chocs... We had chocs party in the store with Nurul. hee... Dark Chocs are never too sweet for anyone but bitter for some... I'm starting to love its bitterness...
TianTian showed me magic trick... I was facinated! Hmmmm... I think I behaved like a kid... Kept pestering him to teach me... but... I don't know how to do it... He laughed at me... *sob* He said everyone in the store except me knows about the trick...
I think I did my stuff too fast... Should slow down tomorrow...
Was that Michael? 99.9% it's him... I think...
Reminiscing stops at |10:51:00 pm|
Wednesday, May 11, 2005
Yesterday was my off day... Though the weather wasn't good, it was a day wonderfully spent at Sentosa...
Supposed to meet Mei hua @ 9:25pm but I was late as usual. Met Weixin in the train...
We spent about 49mins at Harbourfront buying food. We took the bus to Sentosa. I was fated to sit with Weixin... haha...
We settled down at Siloso Beach, near to a vball net and the sea! We played vball and a little football. Do you know that football is a very painful game? It hurts more than vball! We played barefooted. Weixin and I kicked each other's foot! Ouch!
Our vball game... It wasn't a very successful one but it's definitely an enjoyable one! We (or was it only me) laughed at each other's mistakes. haha... I forgot how to serve le... Actually, I forgot how to play le... haiz...
Huiwen, Rebecca and I went to soak ourselves in the sea. We managed to get Regina into the water too! Meihua and Weixin wasn't wet... Huiwen tried to make Regina take off her shorts! I was so afraid that she'll pull the wrong thing! A group of guys were looking and laughing at us.
I wanted to swim further away from the shore but didn't dare to. Rebecca and I looked around for lifeguards but there weren't any.
We went to bathe shortly after Regina left for work. All the cubicles were occupied. Rebecca and I washed our hair outside. This Mei Hua took pics of us 'bathing'.
Meihua: Weixin, I take a picture of you bathing you want?
Weixin: DON'T WANT!!!
haha... This Meihua ah...
We hopped onto the Choo Choo train. The uncle asked us to jump in. Meihua really did! haha... Uncle stopped for us to get in. Uncle told us that someone died. We're all shocked! We're quite close to that area! M'my called me later at night to make sure I was safe. Hee... Make her worry again... =P
We went back to Harbourfront to grab a bite. Wanted to find some entertainment but there isn't any there. We couldn't find the arcade. Was thinking where's Pgek... hmmm....
Never too old for a kiddy ride! hee... I'm SoooOOooOOooo in love with dolphins...
We went to Clementi to take a shutter bus to Tuff Ciry where we would have our seafood dinner. Huiwen brought us to Ah Yat.
A expensive but delicious dinner. It was my first time choosing life seafood for dinner. Felt terrible... The fish scared me and Xiusi everytime it moved in the basket.
It was my first time eating crab without M'my beside me... *sob*
Went to Chua Chu Kang to meet Xing... Was tired... Walked around... Went to Mac to have ice cream... I had ice cream on my t-shirt and shorts when I tried to catch my spoon.. *sob*
Today...
My whole body was aching... esp my arms and butt... haha... Why butt? I also dunno leh... Hmmm... Packed my towels... again... It's the 3rd time I'm doing stock taking this month! haiz... I don't think I needa do so much after this time... cuz I've returned almost everything! hee... No more stock taking for towels in my store! Yeah!
Auntie Dolly was laughing at me... She said I was like a Ah Ma! *sob* haiz...
I HATE HYPOCRITES!!!
After looking at yesterday's pictures, I think I'm becoming rounder... *sob* Working at RC makes me fat... Tony keeps feeding ZhiYi and me tibits and biscuits... ZhiYi keep tempting me with chocs... haiz... Fat le lah... *sob*
Reminiscing stops at |11:57:00 pm|
Sunday, May 08, 2005
My finger hurts... Those price tags are like a killer's weapon trying to murder my fingers.
The glue is stuck in my fingernails making them look dirty. I tried to clean them but failed. My index finger feels super stiff cuz I put a lot of pressure on it to clean the glue off. I think the skin of my fingertips will be 'spoilt' soon due to the lighter fluid. I can't hide in the store all day to do these. I have to show my face once in a while on the floor or else Richard may come after me.
And.. can someone please teach me how to do sales in a ghost town? I really need some advice... haiz...
There's so much complains from me but I don't think it will help me in my work. They won't make the pain in my fingers diasppear. They won't make my job any easier. But why am I complaining now? haiz... That's another thing that I don't understand.
I keep thinking... Will my life be better in the future? Will I be able to get into a university after my diploma? Am I able to study abroad? Will I be able to get a good job after studying? What if my life gets worse? The future seems so blur... I don't even what will I be then...
Maybe I shouldn't be thinking so much. It doesn't really do any help...
Reminiscing stops at |10:13:00 pm|
Thursday, May 05, 2005
I'm really confused. Sometimes, I really wanna say... but I don't have the courage to do so. I don't know why. I just have to open my golden mouth and spill out everything... but I just couldn't do it.
I don't really tell people what or how I feel. If I really did, I just tell them part of it. I'm just afraid. I'm afraid that people will know too much. If I really tell them all of it, they may think I'm crazy. Maybe I'm really crazy...
Keeping everything to myself is tough. I know that... but I just don't know how to say it. I don't know how to tell you. That's why I cry behind you. I don't want anyone to be troubled by my problems. I don't want you to be troubled by my problems. I know I shouldn't do this. I know I have to be open to you... but... I just couldn't bring myself to do so.
Sometimes, I really want to say it... those that you want to hear so much... but I just don't know how to say it. Maybe I'm having doubts... I'm having doubts about myself... not you. I don't understand myself... I don't understand anything. I just live my life day by day.
I have aims... I have target that I want to achieve... but I'm already too disappointed to look at them. I'm always failing to achieve them.
Everytime you tried to make me say what's in my mind... what's bothering me... I didn't want to tell you. The more you tried, the more I cried. I've been lying to you about me forgeting everything. In fact, most of the time, I still remember them... but I don't want to remember them! So, to avoid everything, I lied. I'm sorry... I'm just a big coward liar... Sorry...
Reminiscing stops at |11:40:00 pm|
Why must my day start off with something bad?
People always have regrets. Why? I don't understand because I'm having lots now...
If only I have...
Reminiscing stops at |9:13:00 am|
Monday, May 02, 2005
The flesh under my fingers hurt cuz got cut by the price tags while separating them from the plastic bags. Today, we're not allowed to do it outside. Supposed to punch in at 9 but i lwas late as usual. Started working at 10am. After 'power time', I brought my stuff to the store. Again, I was stuck in there. Ivy, Karen and Xin Ni helped me. I did OT without knowing... Despite the extra time spent in there, still I couldn't finish. Tomorrow gotta start earlier again... haiz... Still needa do cleaning... double haiz...
I still don't know if I have done the correct thing or not. Something differernt may happen... but... will that something be a better ending?
Reminiscing stops at |11:48:00 pm|
Sunday, May 01, 2005
Hmmmm... I still wanna watch Sahara!! *sob*
Went to Eng Wah @ Suntec but the only timing for Sahara is 1:30pm! How can they do this!! *sob* Watched Divergence instead...
When we're in Suntec, I saw quite a few people I know... Besides those from Sanur, I saw Gabriel and his girlfriend, Xianli and her boyfriend (I think...) and Shimin...
Tomorrow gotta start work early again... needa change the pricetags... I didn't finish it cuz I was very tired and my stomach was irritating me! It was a miracle that I was able to tahan from 1+ to 7pm... Ex-Oasis (I didn't get his name... hee...) was waiting for me cuz I said I'm going home at 6pm. He waited until about 6:30pm. I told him to go home... I don't know what time I'll finish what I planned to do... haiz...
Reminiscing stops at |9:58:00 pm|
