STORIES...
Tuesday, September 28, 2004
So vexed... So tired...
Those warm crystals flowed out of my mask during Dinner... Wishing everything will juz leave... Wishing everything will be right... I really hate it when they appear in front of others... But at tt time, I couldn't hold them back... They were burning beneath my eye lids, forcing themselves out... They juz keep flowing...
Feeling like Cinderella... Tortured by them... Waiting for my fairy godmother to cast a spell... To chase them away...
Feeling like Little Red Ridding Hood... So tempted by those distractions ard her...
Feeling like Rapunzel... Locked in the tower to do those impossible...
Hoping to slp like Sleeping Beauty, not knowing abt any ard her... Juz sleep till everything is over... But this is impossible... none of those will be true... cuz this a life... this is reality...
Hoping that it's not true...
Hoping that everything goes they way I supposed it shld be... It's not impossible... It's possible... But it's tough...
Really wanna sae Je t'aime... Really wanna sae it to everyone... They'll juz sae I'm sick... I really wanna sae it... But courage is always not wif me...
I miss U...~*
Reminiscing stops at |8:13:00 pm|
Monday, September 27, 2004
Guess wat?? I sneaked out of TQM class juz now!! haaha... feels very shiok! shall try it again if i hav the chance! hehe...
One Girl, Five Projects, Five Presentations, Six Reports... Will she do it for the sake of doing it? Or will she do it for the sake of getting good results?
Three Tests, Three Exams... Can she handle it? It's a mystery waiting to be revealed...
Reminiscing stops at |5:58:00 pm|
Sunday, September 26, 2004
Rena came 2 my hse 2 return things... hmmm... funny... she wanna return my shoes but she nv gimme leh... *scratch head*
Dad : Ur fren? look like u leh!
Me : Look like meh?
M'my: Yah...
Me : She's my long lost da jie!!??
Dad : But she's taller!
*sob* of coz she taller!! she got play bb one!! i onli play vb...
Me : M'my... issit u Jan gave birth 2 her then give her away... but decided 2 keep me when i was born in Sept??
M'my: Mayb...?
hahaha...!!!
Reminiscing stops at |1:16:00 pm|
Saturday, September 25, 2004
Me against the Wall... wif FMA chasing after me... Rewarded wif headache when I read the notes...
Trying to eat FMA... But in return, I get indigestion... My stomach is still hurting... Despite feeding it 'sweets', it's still unhappy...
HELP!!
Reminiscing stops at |6:06:00 pm|
Thursday, September 23, 2004
Some Days...
(Sean McCann) © 2002 Lean Ground Music Ltd
Some days I feel sad and lonely
Some days I feel fine...
Some days the clock just ticks too slowly
And I wish away my time.
I wish my time away
When you come to me
I realize how wonderful my life can be
With u... You and me
Some days bounce like a basketball
Some days make me blue
Some days I stare through my window
And wonder what the world will do.
I wonder what the world will do...
And when I wake at night
The darkness closes in
My heart takes fright
You remind me that I'm alright
Some days I think I just fell from the sky
Some days I have to ask the question "why"
But everyday I try...
Some days I am virtuous,
But some days I'm just bad.
Some days I just can't get enough
Of the sweetest things I ever had.
The sweetest things I ever had.
But when you realise that I am never really all alone
And dream that I am home, I am home,
I am home...
Reminiscing stops at |8:27:00 pm|
Wednesday, September 22, 2004
Moi avoid il for no reason... Il apparaîtt être heureax... seems like il found lui half... Je suis triste... Je suis désappointé... but nth can b changed... lui anniversaire coming... shld moi send lui cadeau d'anniversaire? But moi couldn't bring up da courage... J'ai stop pensée de lui. mais... haha...
New Pics
Reminiscing stops at |5:57:00 pm|
Tuesday, September 21, 2004
Argh! The pain is not going away! It's getting worse! Still trying 2 figure wat I had yesterdae! Shouldn't hav drank sprite juz now. It made it worse. M'my said it's cuz of the OJ. But it's impossible! The stupid medicine's not taking any effect! Tried 2 slp 2 forget the feeling. But the moment I wake up, it's there again. M'my kept asking me 2 go see Tan 4 checkup. Me dun wan!!
Whole dae nv study... Feeling guilty... Muz date someone out 2 study! or else I'll cry!
Reminiscing stops at |8:06:00 pm|
Smile
Invisible tears are falling
While I just keep smilling
Hearing words which hurt
In this world covered with dirt
Wishing that they would disappear
Hoping for life without fear
Filled with pain and loneless
Searching for calmless in darkness
Tears are falling
But are never seen
As I just keep smiling
As I always have been.
~*Angel With Dark Wings~*
Jun 11 2004, 08:53 PM
Reminiscing stops at |3:59:00 pm|
Sunday, September 19, 2004
Current Movie: -> The Perfect Storm (2000)
In October 1991, a confluence of weather conditions combined to form a killer storm in the North Atlantic. Caught in the storm was the sword-fishing boat Andrea Gail. Magnificent foreshadowing and anticipation fill this true-life drama while minute details of the fishing boats, their gear and the weather are juxtaposed with the sea adventure.
Channel 5 was broadcasting this @ 7pm. I remembered Mrs Poi had the VCD. She said she'll let us watch in class. But we nv had the time 2 do it... haiz...
Actually they have a chance to escape this storm. But they were onli thinking abt the money they could make.What for risk your life 4 money? It's kinda silly for them to make that decision. If they hadn't make that decision, they wouldn't lose their lives. They may be able to be home safely.
Next week, Vertical Limit!! Another show I wanna watch but didn't hav the chance... Next Sun cannot go out! hehe...
"There's no goodbye. There's only love."
Reminiscing stops at |9:15:00 pm|
Huiwen called me and sae Nini in TTS!! I was shocked! She fainted n hit her head!
Went out for lunch wif my family. It's a long time since i ate wif my grandparents! When I saw ah gal, my 1st reaction was... What happened 2 her!! She had a cut under her chin! The exact same place as my scar! hehe... M'my said I was abt the same age when I was 'rewarded' wif tt scar! She needed 3 stiches! Same as me!! hehe... Seems like history is repeating...
Went to Crystal Jade. Auntie ordered too much. Was very full but kept stuffing me wif food!! ah gal kept walking here n there! When she sat beside me, I tickled her. But she doesn't seem to be afraid. hmmm...
Managed 2 force my dad 2 fetch me 2 TTS! hehe... Was there too early. So went 2 Novena Square walk walk... but... there got nth 2 walk! I wanted 2 study but couldn't find any place wif table. *sob*
Bought chocolates 4 Nini! her fav! hehe... Nini looks alright. Sit up, lie down... haiyoh... Nini, make up ur mind. Sit up or lie down! haha... somemore shake leg! Like gangster!! This is the Nini that we won't see in sch! haha...
After tt, went off 2 meet Eve. While waiting 4 Eve, me loiter ard... Saw Serene and Chee Siang! Get it? Dun get it nvm... haha...
Me got the Fila Bag!! Thanks Eve!
Haiz... feeling guilty now... nv study... *sob*
Reminiscing stops at |7:42:00 pm|
Saturday, September 18, 2004
I dun wan 5-day week!! Dun wan Dun wan Dun wan!!!
I dun wanna hav French on wed!! I dun wanna wait till 530!! It's kinda wasting my time! I wouldn't study! I would go 4 movies or go walk walk. Anything but study.
Why muz they implement the stupid 5-day week??? Who's gonna write a petition 2 request 2 the whoever that we wan our Sat lessons 2 continue?? None of us wanna change class!
*sob*
Reminiscing stops at |9:30:00 pm|
Wednesday, September 15, 2004
All lessons cancelled = No school!! Yeah!!
Huiwen treat Sushi! The 3 of us like sian sian one... onli her... super energetic! hahaa... anyways, thanks Huiwen!
Again... thanks 2 Huiwen, me n Xiusi somehow addicted 2 tt game @ arcade!! haha... now if got go arcade play, got another choice! hehe... but seems like a game my bro played long long long time ago... but hitting those drums really can vent ur anger.
We saw a bird in Suntec! Xiusi kept asking the bird dun feel cold meh?? -.-" I dunno how 2 ans... Saw a baby ride. I siao liao... Went 2 play... Onli can fit into one of it... the rest... er... I've grown too old 2 play tt liao! haha...
Went 2 Travel Agency... Passed a lot of rubbish 2 Nini. haha!! Hey Nini, they're useful info hor! Onli u dun understand! hahaha...
Wanted 2 go Planet Fitness. I always get lost in Suntec!! Grr!! Have 2 take E2 or E3 lift @ red zone. Then me(tour guide) brought them 2 Yellow zone!! When I saw the map @ yellow zone, I quickly walk away. Dare not stand near the map. hehe... then Nini n Xiusi grumbling.. hehe...
Mrs Poi!!! Teach me map reading again!! If not next time these ppl will KILL me!! *sob*
@ Planet Fitness, Jamie entertained us. I told her frankly that I was doing a proj, not interested in joining the membership. Despite that, she was still willing 2 help me! She told me quite a few things. I was dreaming a little... forgot some of wat she said... so... er... hehe... She gave me her name card! She said if I hav any qns will doing the report, I can call her n she'll help!! Such a helpful lady! juz like me! haha... :p
Went 2 Raffles City 2 get Chunhui's present. Bought her a bracelt. Oh! Before that, had glace!! Shiok!
@ Fila shop, Raffles City, found a bracelt. Honest me gave it 2 the shop assistant. Everyone, learn fm me! muz b honest.
@ Robinsons, Raffles City, becoms siao again. Nini asked abt this small purse. So me act out how 2 use lor... After acting, cannot stop! hehe... Then continued. Fm the purse, 2 the handbags, to the footwear. Managed 2 play wif everything! hahaha... Luckily I nv wk there. Hope my auntie dun ask me 2 wk there. After playing like siao, go there wk a bit paiseh liao.. :p
I've got my new specs!! Back 2 nerdy looking days! hehe...
Reminiscing stops at |10:06:00 pm|
Tuesday, September 14, 2004
I wanna go home!!! but this girl beside me dun let me go home!! watz this!! *sob* kana bullied by Peh Nini.
abuse me!! help!!
Reminiscing stops at |2:08:00 pm|
Thursday, September 09, 2004
Trocks @ Esplanade!!!
They were really great! Comedy + Ballet! Really hav 2 admire their discipline! Cuz it's really tough for them to stand on their toes due to their weight. I'm not saying that they're fat or round. But normally, guys are heavy. So it's very painful for them.
Before Trocks, had dinner wif Eve @ Aiwo, Raffles City. It's buffet. It was a healthy meal. 50 calories per plate. We ate quite a few plates. U shld see how's the serving! A piece of brocoli on a plate! I love the kidney beans! Eve kept taking the curry chicken though it was super spicy. I dare not take too much. scarli later cannot enjoy my show. Eve told me abt her Indian story... -.-" hahaha...
Eve's gonna buy 1/2 of the Fila bag!!! yeah!!
Ran all the way from Raffles Cuty 2 Esplanade! Almost late for Trocks! Lucky lucky! Due to restricted budget, we bought restricted view seats... Got blocked by the spotlights! Idiot!! The lady wouldn't let us change our seats. There were so many seats there. I think she has to study ITT. Doesn't she know that her seats are perishable! So why can't we sit there!! Grr!!!
Reminiscing stops at |11:24:00 pm|
Monday, September 06, 2004
Movie Marathon! but not really successful... haiz... PS alot of ppl... so went 2 Cine... Cine also alot of ppl... but queue quit short... haiz... holiday... y muz holiday b this week!!!
?Today's Movie: Anacondas?
Anacondas: The Hunt for the Blood Orchid is a horror-thriller set in a primitive Borneo jungle.
A group of scientists set off on a dangerous journey down a jungle river in search of an extremely rare blood orchid that is rumored to be the source of a youth-preserving serum.
What they don't realize is that within the mysteries of the jungle lies a deadly predator who keeps the secret of the orchids safe and stops anyone who dares to enter its territory from leaving...
It's the 1st movie that I laf like siao then scream suddenly! wahaha... kinda embarassing... hehe...
Actually wanted to watch Cinderella Story... But sold out le... *sob*
Met ah BOOn n went to Sushi Tei!! hehe... SUSHI!!!
Oh yah! I saw Xiao Didi!! but didn't call him. scared not him! hehe... lucky him... imagine an 18yr old person calling a 20+ person Xiao Didi... hehe...
Reminiscing stops at |11:28:00 am|
Friday, September 03, 2004
Damn it!
Reminiscing stops at |11:26:00 pm|
Wednesday, September 01, 2004
Had this dream... It seems so real. It really feels like I was really inside! It feels like it really exisited, it really happened. I dreamt that I saw Mm coming out fm the toilet... We looked @ each other... I wasn't sure if it's really him or not... It's kinda weird he appearing in my dream. I've not seen him for a year. Only have vague memory of how he look like... So even if he stand in front of me and sae "Hi", I'll juz stare @ him...
The places in my dream somehow felt so familiar... Seems like I've been there before but I can't remember.
I woke up confused. Suddenly I asked myself, "Where am I?"
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AAfter leaving Nini in the library, I headed off to Wisma. Walked very fast to the MRT.
"SIOK ZHI!" I turned around. I see no one behind me. But I saw a group of guys @ the 2nd storey. I recognised NONE of them! I walked faster.
My hair's turning white. I'm still thinking who called me! Seems like I noe that person. But...
Issit Mm? But watz Mm doing in SP? And wat for he shout? Can use phone mah...
Or issit that idiot? If it's that idiot, i think it's kinda childish to shout someone's name and juz stand there and smile/laf wif ur frenz.
Or issit?? haiz...
Reminiscing stops at |5:12:00 pm|
