STORIES...
Friday, July 30, 2004
Silence seems to be at our doorsteps these days. What’s the reason for this? What had actually happened? No one knows except us. But the problem is I don’t know what’s wrong…
Was it because I’m always looking at those faults? Was it because I was afraid to say the wrong things? Or was it because I was afraid to face it? I have to find these answers before it’s too late.
But I’m afraid to do it. Why? I keep asking myself… the only answers I get are silence.
The wall is getting thicker and thicker by second. Still there are no words to each other. What had happened? Please tell me, for I’m too afraid to discover it myself.
Confused and afraid, looking for help. But they all seems to disappear.
What’s happening? Or is it only me? Maybe I have to be like a tree that stands all alone…
Reminiscing stops at |2:47:00 pm|
Tuesday, July 27, 2004
I wanna make TangYuan!! I wanna eat TangYuan!! *sob*
I've found the recipe for making TangYuan but my mom dun allow me to try... She scared the outcome very horrible... But try try onli mah... haiz...
Mummy!! I wanna make!! Let me play lah... *sob*
Reminiscing stops at |7:57:00 pm|
Sunday, July 25, 2004
| How to make a Szhi |
Ingredients:
3 parts competetiveness
5 parts crazyiness
1 part ego |
Method:
Stir together in a glass tumbler with a salted rim. Add a little sadness if desired! |
Reminiscing stops at |8:20:00 pm|
Saturday, July 24, 2004
Who wanna donate throat?? Buy 1 get 1 free also nvm... Can throw away the free one... hehe... *cough* I miss my sweet voice!!! *sob* Mayb can give ZhuTou some peace on Mon... Cuz really no voice liao!! Hate it!! I juz remembered... My throat hor... since holiday a bit pain liao... but heck care... Super me! hehe...
It was raining heavily this morning. My father was practically shaking me juz to wake me up! hehe... Didn't use the umbrella again... As usual, I was late. Actually, I reached Dover @ 830am... But by the time Adel & I found our way to the classroom, we're 15mins late... hehe... Got 530marks onli... Got ppl get 760!! Can he donate half of his brain to me? hehe...
After that was FOOD!! hehe... Then French... That person very noisy... OK... She's a lecturer... But...Jean-Marc's the teacher in the class, not her! Then... I kana shoot this lesson... Keep asking me questions... I forgot everything liao!! *sob* Muz revise again...
Mon gotta pass Ling the books she want... But how to pass??? Gotta go club @ 530... but sure drag... How to meet her @ 6?? Later than ask her if she can come earlier or not...
Reminiscing stops at |7:47:00 pm|
Friday, July 23, 2004
Stay Away!!! *cough* I've got SARs!!! *ah chooooo*
Nini passed her heachache to me! Novi passed her flu 2 me! Should have listened to her and stay a little away from her... hehe... And... Who passed *cough cough cough* to me?? *sob*
Went home early... Wanted to see doc... But lazy to walk out... So now suffering at home with medicine...
Who's gonna safe me from this tragic!! Tomorrow 8:30am must go school for the Math thingy... 11's French time... Jean-Marc's gonna kill me if i don't go again... 1:30pm French Movie... 3pm CCA till 5!!! It's like a normal school day!!
*sob* Tonite then ask Dennis if he got go CCA last week... I don't wanna be alone with any weirdo!! *sob*
Reminiscing stops at |2:03:00 pm|
Thursday, July 22, 2004
You are whispering to me:
You belong to me, i own you
It looks like you forget
I am not that kind of girl.
Something you shall regret.
You tell me that i am beutifull
As beutifull as snow
But how can you possible know?
You tell me to belive you
As i feel your hands where they don't belong
Shall i remind you,
That the answer was no?
You foolish little person
How can you know?
You compare me to where i came from
Compare me to snow
But you just don't know
The nature of the snow
Snow is beutifull.. shinig in the sun
It always was for you soo much fun
But foolish human
You dont know. you just don't know
Feeling tired, staring at the snow
Will make you sleepy
As your blood stops to flow
There is no escape, from this cold sleep
Endless and painless.
That is how it will be.
And yet you don't understand it
Calling me the lady of the snow
You know i love it
But why? you shall never know.
And as you are looking in my eyes
You ask me:
What can i do to make you smile?
And i think about snow
..you want me smile?
~Angel With Dark Wings~
Reminiscing stops at |2:30:00 pm|
Tuesday, July 20, 2004
Reminiscing stops at |8:10:00 pm|
Thinking back, I really regretted. I regretted not able to cherish those people I love, those people I really want to care for. I took everything for granted.
I stopped calling my grandfather when I was in Secondary2. My grandfather was in and out of hospital very frequently that year. That day was my birthday. My dad was like speeding to the hospital. Everyone in the car was very anxious to rush to the hospital after receiving a phone call that night. I told my dad that don't need to rush liao because it won’t make much difference now. I didn’t know why I said that.
When we reached the hospital, I saw everyone crying. I didn’t know what happened. My aunties, uncles, cousins and mother were crying. I couldn’t believe my ears when Jing Zhi told me my grandfather passed away. “Don't talk nonsense!” that’s what I told her. But she kept saying my grandfather passed away. My tears were burning under my eyelids. I sat on the chair, wrapped my hands around my legs and cried. I couldn’t hold them back anymore. My dad asked me why I cried. I told him what happened. He asked me to stop crying. But I couldn’t. I just couldn’t do anything to stop them from flowing out!
We’re brought to a room where my grandfather laid there. Till now, I can still remember vaguely. His mouth and eyes were still open. He looked like he was in pain. My tears flowed again. I didn’t dare to stand near him. I still couldn’t believe my eyes! I couldn’t believe that it was my grandfather lying there! Jing Zhi went to touch him. I didn’t want to stand near. I don't want to see it. I don't want to see anything! I was hopping that it was a dream, a nightmare! It’s the worst nightmare that I couldn’t wake up from.
On our way to my grandparents’ house, I tried to ask Jing Zhi to stop crying because my grandmother said everyone is to stop crying. During the funeral, we forgot everything. We’re having fun with fire and candles. On the first night, Justin cried because during that time, my grandfather will bring him to the playground. On the day my grandfather was to be cremated, everyone had tears on their cheeks as they watched the coffin being pushed into the fire...
3 years later, I said goodbye to my grandmother. I was having fun in school, suddenly I said, “Why do you want to leave me? Why do you want to go so early?” After lunch in school, I went to the mall with my classmates. I was shocked when my dad was home so early. He opened the door for me. “Go change quickly. Pack some clothes. Mama passed away. I couldn’t believe my ears! I stood at the door, couldn’t say anything but just a “huh?” My father repeated what he said. I went up to my room, and then went to the toilet to bathe.
That day, I took a long time to bathe. I sat on the floor, and cried and cried until my dad knocked on the door. I tried to stand up, dry myself and dress up. I decided not to go to school the next day. I packed some clothes, some books and notes then left home.
The next day, I went to school. I didn’t want to get out of the car that day. But in the end, I got out. I wanted to hug my friends and cry out. But I decided not. They suspected something was wrong with me. I just don't want them to know. I don't want them to use another set of eyes to look at me.
After assembly, I went to look for Ms Lim. I wanted to go back. I wanted to stay with my grandmother for just one last time. Because, this is my last chance to do so. I cried out before I could say anything. During recess I went to find Ms Lim again. But I couldn’t find her. “Siok, where were you? You very weird today leh. You want to find Ms Lim for what?” Rena asked. I didn’t tell her the reason. The lesson after recess was Math, Ms Lim’s lesson.
“Ms Lim, I want to go home.” Tears were flowing down my cheeks again.
“Why?”
“I want to go back. I want to be with my grandma.”
“Where is she now?”
“She’s at home, sleeping. Ms Lim, can I go home?” I didn’t want to say she’s dead.
“Er… like this ah... She’s very sick? How’s she now?”
“She… she passed away yesterday! Ms Lim, I want to go home! Can let me go home?”
“Ok…”
I went into the classroom, took my textbook. Before I left, Huishan asked me where I was going. I tried to force a smile and said I was going home. When I was on my way to my grandma’s house, I had a feeling Ms Lim told the class about my grandma.
Sunday night, I had to study for my History CA. I didn’t have the mood. I was with my cousin, trying to study, but how can you study when you’re grandmother was downstairs? That night, during the praying session, I could force those tears back. During one of the intervals, I sat next to my grandma’s coffin, back facing outside, buried my face in my hands and cried silently. Jing Zhi brought a box of tissue for me. The both of us just sat there without saying anything. We’re crying… till now, I still can’t accept the fact that she’s gone.
The next day, I went to school. Everyone’s eyes were different. Huilin hugged me suddenly. I wrote 4lines for my history CA. I was just in a daze. When we handed up our papers, I quickly packed my bag and asked Ms Lim for permission to leave. My grandmother was going to be cremated that day. Actually I didn’t need to go to school. But I need to take the test.
That afternoon, a stranger in the band cried. When he played a Chinese song, ‘our mother is the best in this world’. All of us were crying. My auntie didn’t want anyone to bring the coffin away. She knelt there, crying. She doesn’t want to leave the coffin. Jing Zhi did the same. I stood behind them and cried. Someone asked me to pull Jing Zhi away. I managed. I hugged Jing Zhi, asking her to stop it. The adults tried to pull my auntie away from the coffin. When our grandma was going to be cremated, our eyes were bloodshot red. I tried not to cry when I saw my grandma’s coffin being pushed in. I didn’t want to accept the truth. It couldn’t be my grandma there. That’s what I kept saying to myself. But I found a tear rolling down my cheek.
After my grandmother’s death, my maternal side starts to drift apart…
Semester2, I lost a friend. She didn’t want to talk to me. So I just don't want to talk to her. It's gonna be another story that's gonna reveal more secrets... Till now, we still haven talked to each other and I still don't know why this happened…
Reminiscing stops at |6:49:00 pm|
Monday, July 19, 2004
Dreamzzz…
I had weird dreams again… I dreamt I was a Doc!! Dun laugh hor!!! It was quite late at night. I saw this kid. But when I turned back again, he was gone! I went off to do other stuff. I saw another kid. The same thing happened! Then the third time, I had a nurse with me. I saw a mother of 3 children, trying to bring them out of the hospital. One of them still needs to be under observation and shouldn’t be out of bed. After persuading the mother, I managed to bring the child back to her ward. On my way up, I met another of my colleague. He seems irritating and keeps making fun of me! But he was helping me with one of my report.
I’m not sure if this is the same dream or not… I was with my grandparents and one of my cousins, Jocelyn. We couldn’t catch up with my parents and my bro. Then, we went to sit this funny ride. It’s like a fairy’s wheel. But it doesn’t look like a fairy’s wheel. It moved left, right, forward and backward. We didn’t have a safety belt or anything, only a safety barrier. But my cousin was able to slide underneath it! Although it was a dream, I could still feel it moving!
I can’t remember what happened after that. Then I woke up…
Reminiscing stops at |9:43:00 am|
Sunday, July 18, 2004
相信无限
我相信浪费不是浪漫 我相信流泪是解放
我相信沉默是退让 我相信都放对 是不对
我相信无知不是幸福 我相信战争是恶毒
我相信想象力无穷 我相信没有梦是不对 你懂不懂
相信无敌 相信无限 相信万能 相信明天
我相信这个地球永远 那么美 相信无敌 相信无限
相信万能 相信明天 我踏出振奋这一步
上路开始 我传说的旅途
我相信成败不是注定 我相信严肃不叫酷
我相信智慧最珍贵 我相信你摇头 是不对
我相信好奇让人进步 我相信恐惧是折磨
我相信人靠爱存活 我相信 吐口水 是不对 你懂不懂
曲：林俊杰 词：张思尔 编：
Reminiscing stops at |11:07:00 am|
Saturday, July 17, 2004
Life
Which bridge to cross, which bridge to burn, at fork in road which way to turn?
Someone said from time you're born life's licking honey off a thorn.
For most part sweet, and good, and fine, and often shows wisdom divine.
But also when expected least it fills your lap with ugly feast
That's bitter, sour, and in poor taste. The trick is don't dismiss in haste,
But view all reasons presence there. Learn lessons all life has to share.
Embrace and hold it, hug it tight, give thanks for its' illumined light.
But you're the teacher, you decide what's wisdom and stays on for ride.
There's no one else can journey for us, be you a Leo, or a Taurus.
Life is adventure or it's nought, security should not be sought
In preference to loves and labours. Seek not for favour, enjoy flavours.
Search out refinement not a fashion, let love for life become your passion.
Find elegance, not luxury. Respectable - No, but be worthy.
Think quietly, talking gently's part, and list to all with open heart.
All this, and bravely, and be frank, be cheerful, and your life you'll thank.
Reminiscing stops at |2:19:00 pm|
Woke up reluctantly this morning. Had to back to school for the Math thingy Adel and I signed up. Before the lesson started, I dun have the mood to go for the lesson. But after doing the SAT paper, I think I really need to take up the course. I forgot everything! Forgot how to find the area of a circle, area or triangle! All the basics leh!
Now, entering NTU or NUS, you dun need to take SAT paper. But to enter SMU and American universities, you have to take SAT paper. I'm not sure whether where I wanna go for my Uni. But all I know, I wanna stay there for good and not come back. Not planning to study in SMU cuz it's abt $20K a year. Muz well I go Australia study. If I'm not wrong, after including lodging, expenses, school stuff and all, it's almost the same. But where am I gonna get this money!! Guess I have to beg, rob or steal liao.. haha...
After the Math thingy, had to go for French. The Math ended late, me super hungry... went to KFC for lunch. Saw Paper Boat there! haha... but see no Serene or Chee Siang.. After eating, no mood to go for French liao. Went back home. Next week maybe kana from him liao... Gotta do my own revision!!
haiz... gotta go for practice. Cuz today nv go. Anyways, I'm not sure today got practice or not.. Wan/Ling Ling, dun kill me hor... hehe...
Reminiscing stops at |2:03:00 pm|
Friday, July 16, 2004
Nightmares
It's night
I stare at the ceiling
I try to fight
That scary feeling
I know that as soon as i close my eyes
It shall see it again
I shall be running, knowing that i am late
Just to see how my mother dies.
It is not those nightmares
That are keeping me in fear.
It is the realising, that no one cares
It is that feeling, that wakes me up in tears
And the scary feeling and admitting it i won't dare
That one day i wake up and realise,
That no longer do i care.
~ By angel with dark wings ~
Angel With Dark Wings, thanks for your permission! *hugs*
Reminiscing stops at |5:19:00 pm|
~Weird dreams again...~
Dreamt of...
I dreamt I was supposed to deliver something to somewhere around my old place. Me and my bro... I think... each drove a car. We speeded all the way from the starting point to the destination. My bro and I we’re competing who could get there first. Suddenly our car become a motorcycle. Er… this part I don't quite understand… hehe… We raced up to our destination.
After delivering, I wanted to go back to my old place, which was just next block, to get something. At some levels, the 2 blocks were linked. When I was trying to get to the next block, I met Rena and Meiying. After that, I started running cuz I still cannot get to the next block!! Huishan kept calling me when she saw me.
After some time, I gave up. I decided to go to the ground floor. When I was at the ground floor, I couldn’t remember where I was. Everything, everywhere looked unfamiliar to me. I started to wander about… until I realized I was lost. I tried to find my way back but every step I made seem wrong.
It seems that I was walking in the wrong direction. I was starting to feel scared. I ran forward to a stranger to ask her how to get back to blk 401, my old place. She’s a Chinese… wore spects… had short hair… sounds sweet and gentle. She told me to walk straight, just walk straight. She said, if I still couldn’t find it, just walk back to meet her and she’ll help me think of another way.
So, I followed her directions. I walked passed 2 funeral whatever… feeling scared, I started to run again until I met an Indian lady. Then suddenly I was in my dad’s car with my parents, that Indian lady, and I can’t remember who.
The Indian lady asked me if I wanted that Chinese lady’s contacts. At first I said I didn’t want it. But I changed my mind. 66754*92 I think this was her number.
That Indian lady told me I could find her when I see a bench. Haha… it’s a very weird thing to say…
In my dad’s car, I realized I walked the wrong direction and was very far from my old place. Funny…
Reminiscing stops at |8:48:00 am|
Thursday, July 15, 2004
I didn't sleepwalk!!! It's not me!! Really!!!
My mom claimed that she heard someone went to the toilet, switching on all the lights, making quite some noise 2 nights ago... Actually we thought it was bro. But he claimed he wasn't home that night! It can't be my parents. The only suspect left was me! But why would I use that toilet where I've got my own toilet!? It can't be me sleepwalking!! I don't sleepwalk! Er... ok... I sleepwalk when I was young. But since then, I don't think i ever sleepwalk. Just night, my dad asked my mom if she heard anything last night. I said, 'You must be dreaming lah. It can't be me!!'
Info on SleepWalKing
My dad suggested that i pour some powder around my bed. If I sleepwalk, I'll know. But like this, if I wake up in the middle of the night to pee, I'll fall!! Scarli like last time. Another scar on my chin.
*shivers* This reminds me of Godsend!! That time I watched alone somemore!! The boy's dreams very scary! He sleepwalk somemore! *shivers* I think better stop talking about this... If not I'll hav difficulties sleeping!! sob sob sob...
Reminiscing stops at |7:40:00 pm|
Wednesday, July 14, 2004
Confused.
I’m now more and more confused with myself. What do I want actually? What am I thinking about now?
Is he my friend or my brother? Am I his friend or his sister? What do I want? What answer do I want? What kind of answer do I want to hear? But… I don’t think I’ll get the answer because it seems that brother is going away. It seems that I’ll never have these questions answered. Should I ask Brother out for tea? But what am I going to do on our tea day when I don't really want to talk to him? If I want to talk to him, what am I going to talk about? School? It’s a boring topic unless there’s some interesting incident to talk about. Life? I think our lives are all about school, school and school. I feel that there are lesser and lesser things to talk about with Brother. I don't want to lose this friend of mine. Brother is the one I can talk to and complain to. But now, I don't even have the courage to tell him about my problems. Why?
Brother can come online, chat with me for a few minutes then go off. Why does he want to do that? If he’s really going off soon, why bother to chat even for only 5 minutes?
Haiz… now I dunno what am I talking about… haiz…
Reminiscing stops at |12:33:00 pm|
Tuesday, July 13, 2004
I do not know my past, except through you. I do not know my name, except through you. When I wonder about my own voice, my own face, Why I laugh and cry at different things, I stop and think of you, the roots of my being, my grandpa and grandma, who shared their own love and dreams with me whenever they could. Even now, I think of them whenever I think of myself.
I got this from a book I'm reading now. Crystal made it up, claiming it was for her grandparents. It's Runaways by V.C. Andrews.
It's a story about for orpahns, Brooke, Crystal, Raven and Butterfly in a foster home. Calling themselves 'sisters', together they could forget the past and dream of a new chance, a new home. But the discovery of a grim secret shatters their fragile hopes of a better life, and they decide to escape. Soon they are runaways in a borrowed car, desperstely hoping to wake up one morning in a place of sunshine and love.
On the open road the chains of sadness that had bound them seem to melt away, and the kindness of strangers makes a secure future seem within their grasp. But the highway is a dangerous place, and before long they were penniless and more vulnerable than ever. Alone under the wide western sky, they have only each other to rely on and only a desperate hope for happiness and love to keep them going.
Reminiscing stops at |9:30:00 pm|
Monday, July 12, 2004
After the lesson, TQM, I had to wait for Adel cuz I wanna bring her to the clubhouse. While waiting, I managed to force Nini to 'stay' wif me. She had a hard time getting her bag from me cuz I die die also dun wanna let go. Our very good frenz, Huiwen, Xiusi & Meihua, left her behind to fight for her bag!
While 'fighting' with Nini, I think I saw someone I know. But the person didn't say 'hi' or anything so I assume that I dunno him. hehe... It's not dao or anything... I juz dun wanna tok to the wrong person. So... frenz, in the future, if u see me, dun hesitate to say 'hi' or anything... cuz it's either I really didn't see u or didn't noe it's really u.
Acutally planned to bring Adel to the clubhse then leave. But I very good one. Me stay back & pei Adel! hehe... One person said, 'I saw u b4!' I replied, 'er... But I don't remember seeing u leh...' I really didn't see him b4!! Haiz... Ling Ling, I noe i 2nd yr liao.. dun needa shoot me here n there mah... Lucky nv see Wan. Heng!!
After that, I went to CP again! This time is to collect 2 King Flat Sheets home for my mother. Super heavy leh! Annie insisted on buying me a meal or drinks. But a bit paiseh. She treat me until I paiseh liao... hehe... Another thing... They say now, with my short hair, I look like pri/sec student!! sob sob sob...
When I reached home, i emptied my bag, overturn my whole room. I couldn't find my wallet! @ first, I tot i didn't bring. But I couldn't find it anywhere! My I/C, ATM & watever cards all inside! When I was having my dinner halfway, I suddenly remembered my bag has another compartment! Quickly, I opened that compartment & heaved a sigh of relief. It was in there all the time! Naughty wallet! Made me tahan the whole day with only $0.85!! grr!!!
Reminiscing stops at |8:52:00 pm|
Saturday, July 10, 2004
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New Pics...♠
♠ New Pics...♠
Had nth better to do cuz finish watching 雪天使 liao... So decided to upload my Sec Sch days' pic. Those were the days with uniforms. Skirt everyday, cannot wear shorts underneath your uniform so we hav to sit properly. But who cares about this rule? Most of us wear shorts underneath! haha...
Ahhh... I miss those days especially Night Studies. We're supposed to study. But we ended up relaxing more. Mr Ahmand sent us home every nite cuz it was quite late when we leave. Miss those nights where we stayed over nite to study but ended up taking pics.
I think we're the batch that gave the most problem. But anyways, we really have to thank those teachers, canteen aunties n out VP & P. Oh yah! Mrs Heng too. Thanks to her, we could play, throw the bean bags @ each other and run about in the library... haha...
Back to present... My hair really very short leh!! sob sob sob... But got some ppl say quite nice! hehe... However... The funniest person is my mom. She siad, 'Why you suddenly cut your hair until so short?? Even Toro's hair is longer than yours!' hahaha... She's watching 雪天使 now. So Nini have to wait for another week. Nini, she's now watching Box2!! hahaha... Happy waiting!! hehe..
Reminiscing stops at |8:35:00 pm|
Thursday, July 08, 2004
I know a few more of my classmates today. Tutorial ended early.. so we had about 3 hours break. So we decided to go Jurong Point for lunch.
It's the 1st time in this sem I went out wif my new classmates, MeiHua and Cecilia. They're quite fun to be wif.
We went Crystal Jade. At last I went to Crystal Jade! hehe.. The food was delicious. Couldn't finish the bowl of I can't remember what noddle I ate. Super big bowl leh!
After lunch, we went to arcade. We played Daytona. First time I managed to last so long leh! Maybe I can try taking a driving licence!! As long as i dun speed and overturn on the road.. hehe... Another game was the Jap Drum thingy. We had quite some fun there. MeiHua went to play Mahjong. She complained that she made a wrong move because we're sooo noisy! haha... Never concentrate enough... hehe...
After the arcade, we went to take new prints. We had a lot of fun there. I think we're quite noisy there wif HuiWen and MeiHua getting their revenge there... haha...
We left JP at ard 2:40pm. Our lesson starts @ 3!! We managed to reach Dover @ 3. But by the time we reach the LT, we're about 10mins late.
It's really a fun day. Hope my other classmates are the same... haiz...
Reminiscing stops at |8:07:00 pm|
Wednesday, July 07, 2004
3rd day of school... All of my classmates are in school. Only me at home now. Some more nobody at home. Cannot complain to my mom. M'my!!! Help!! Stomach pain!!!
Last night doesn't feel that good liao. Dun dare to say... so lie on the sofa, watch 雪天使. hehe... I almost finished box1!!! hehe...
This morning when I reached Dover, I didn't feel that ok. When we're climbing the hill, I decided not to go for FMA(T). This is not called pon hor!!! It's not feeling well, so nv go for lesson.
When i was at the MRT, I saw Chunhui, Novi, Andrew and... er... can't remember who it was liao.. hehe... They tot I was going for lesson! hahaa!! Chunhui and Novi couldn't believe it when I told them I was going home.
Haiz... Later gotta go CentrePoint. I needa go ask them about my shoes. It's with them for month liao. They still haven call me to collect!! After that muz go renew my Times membership. Gonna Expire liao...
Reminiscing stops at |11:00:00 pm|
Ahhh!!! I juz went to cut my hair. Acutally wanna trim it... in the end i said I wanna cut short short... Now super short. Look funny! Wanna cry liao!! Next week go dye! But dye liao muz go do treatment... sian... haiz...
Reminiscing stops at |7:31:00 pm|
Monday, July 05, 2004
What a day… 1st day should be… know who’s your classmates, choose a class rep and all… but after a day in school, I still dunno who are my classmates!
When I was about to step into school, I saw a person that look familiar to me. After thinking for quite some time, I remembered. He’s the guy with big eyes. Really want to dig out his eyes leh! When passed the convention, I saw another person. Looked familiar but like dunno that person. We made our way to the CCA Fair to return the violin. At the Fair, Nini dared not go in cuz she saw Bad Guy. Haha… she’s so scared of him!!! After that, went to SAA to get my cert then we made our way to Lang & Comm Dept to sign up for our Lang course.
Our first lesson, ITT, was cancelled. Our mood changed when we found out kiwi was our lecturer for lecture and tutorial!! Gone! Have to study like siao liao… cuz dun think I’ll pass if I dun do this. Thanks to him, we’ve got to rot from 12 to 3.
We walked to Finance Dept to pay our fees. Actually we wanted to go out for lunch. But after the walking, we’re all too sian already. We ended up having lunch at Pizza Hut. We’re like transparent! Grr… After lunch, went to the CCA Fair again but this time with Adel. She went to join DragonBoat. The group there very funny.
Second lesson: TQM. We’ve got Mr Description! Sooooooo lucky! 1st the Kiwi, then Mr Description. This sem die liao...
After school, went to Bugis with Nini. We bought a bag each! When we’re choosing, I felt someone touching my bag! I turned and saw someone looking at my bag. When she saw me, she a bit paiseh… said ‘sorry’ then walked away. Cannot blame… my bag too nice liao… hehe…
Reminiscing stops at |8:26:00 pm|
Sunday, July 04, 2004
Sob sob sob… Syamsah left Ensemble!!! Now left me alone!! Sob sob sob… Now left me, the only female vs 3 guys. -> 2 weido and 1 a bit siao siao one… Why like that?? How can she do this to me??? Then how am I able to go home? Sure must go home with the weirdo one!! How??? The only way to siam the weirdo is to take bus home. But I’ll reach home 2hrs later!! How??? Why must Syamsah do this??
Tomorrow school reopen. Until now I’m still wondering is the club house opened when I’m in school… Without the CCA fair, I can comfirm it’s opened. But now there’s the CCA fair… How to return the violin??? Shouldn’t have taken it home in the first place!! Haiz…
Reminiscing stops at |9:42:00 pm|
I woke up, shocked to find finger nail marks on my palm. I think I must have clenched really hard my fist while I slept. The marks were quite deep and dark red. Luckily it didn't bleed. Hmm... I think this won't cause any bleeding...
Last night Meiying asked me whether I wanna go to the IJ150 thingy. Actually I wanna go but it was kinda late liao. Our school's time slot was 2330 to 0100. Firstly, I have a feeling that my dad won't allow. Secondly, I wasn't sure what we're gonna do there. Thirdly, I was kinda tired n lazy to go out. But it was really a pity not going... It would be a lot of fun! haiz... What a pity...
Sorry Meiying
Reminiscing stops at |9:22:00 am|
