STORIES...
Monday, October 31, 2005
I'm starting to hate working at my attachment place... Sucks...
The rash is still irritating me...
I need a break...
Reminiscing stops at |12:58:00 pm|
Friday, October 28, 2005
Yesterday was another event... It was at Mariot... I wanted to see the pool cuz I heard it's quite nice up there. However, Yvonne told me that it was under renovation...
Reached there at 9am... Rot around till afternoon then there's something to do. When everyone's off for lunch, Simon asked me to put some papers into the press kits. I spilled water onto the papers and had to reprint them again. It was $2 per piece!!! =O Haiz... I felt bad the whole day... It was until about 2pm+++ then I was able to have my lunch... My fries were all soggy... I refused to eat them. So I stuffed the burger into my mouth and gulp down my drink.
Oh... The phone introduced was quite interesting... But it's not suitable for me... I don't need a PDA phone... One of the models kept looking at my phone! haha... My phone too attractive... =D
Again... Rotted around till we're supposed to pack the 'goodie bags'. Rolling the posters reminded me of the days at CP. We rolled the wrapping papers at the counter... chit chat and got lots of paper cuts. Auntie Sally had a serious one. Yesterday, I only had one. Not that bad...
I was at the registration counter doing nothing. I don't feel needed there. In fact... Throughout the night, I don't feel needed at all. They don't seem to give me some responsibility. They make me feel so useless... haiz... whatever...
I went down with George to get dinner. My eyes lit up when he said we're getting ToriQ! 18packs of rice scared the auntie... haha...
Sitting at the registration counter, facing the drinks tempt me... First, I got Yvonne and myself a glass. Drinking with an empty stomach really makes one drunk fast. I didn't get to eat my ToriQ dinner. I tried to sit down after that glass... Feeling bored... I drank again... and again... She said I look happier compared to the me at the office. Karis took my 4th glass for me. haha... Total, I drank about 4.5glasses of wine + a sip of red wine!! haha... =P Alcoholic...
My white wine... =P
I shouldn't be drinking while working... Especially with company shirt on... but... who cares... =P I had to find the extention cords while I'm partially drunk... =D I managed to eat some noodles before going home... Oh... and sharks' fin!!! *drools*
The queue for cab was long... It was raining... I really feel like walking in the rain... It's been some time since I've done that... Maybe I should do that next time... =D
Reminiscing stops at |10:26:00 am|
Tuesday, October 25, 2005
I wasn't in the mood to open my golden mouth yesterday.
CYY came to visit us. We requested to chat over lunch because we're hungry. It was an excuse to go out for lunch!!! =D
After work, I left for Cine. Intended to watch Flightplan but The Idiot was late!!! We watched Duce Bigalow instead.
We had dinner @ the basement... I didn't have any appeitte to eat.
Girls screamed. There was a loud thud! I could feel it... It was so close. I was very scared. Tears made my vision blur... When we left, I couldn't stop myself from looking at the scene. He told me that the injuries shouldn't be that bad... Should be able to pull through...
Papers this morning... He was dead... Only 22 years old...
Reminiscing stops at |10:58:00 am|
Monday, October 24, 2005
It's time for my to try to recall again...
Fri, 211005 Another day in the office.
I was asked to wait for the stationery lady to send the landyards over to the office before I could leave. I was complaining about how I was wasting my youth in the office on a Friday night. Young people like me should be enjoying at that time!!! =P
Had another paper cut while refilling the photocopier's paper. haiz...
At last!!! The lady came with the landyards!!! =D However, she got the wrong colour!!! Argh! They had to be exchanged... I left for Addy's chalet. I wanted to walk to Lavender station... but the route was kinds confusing for me... So... I walked to Boon Keng... -.-
When I met with Addy, I realised I was tricked there... -.- Haiz.. Poor me... Anyways, we played bowling. Sameul's expressions were like... I wanna bash him up!!! Act cool... haha...
I wasn't the last!! Phew... No needa pay for everyone... Must understand leh... My wallet only had $6... Can't do anything... That night, the 3 of us slept in the living room. I didn't really wanna sleep in the room upstairs cuz I don't really feel confortable sleeping with strangers... though they weren't really but I just met them that day...
They played mahjong. I wasn't really interested cuz I can never understand that game though I played with Pisan they all centuries ago... I was tired after watching Harry Porter and decided to sleep first, trying to ignore the 'melody' from the mahjong people.
Soon, they ended the game... I was about to reach my dreamland when the idiot woke me up. He didn't let me sleep until it was about 4am!!! There was a war for blanket!! haha... I managed to hang onto mine...
Sat, 221005We went cycling!!! Wow! It's been a while since I had cycled!! Since that time... Hmmm... We didn't get to cycle to East Coast Park cuz the road was blocked. After resting for a while, they went to play tennis. I tagged along. I just sat there... I didn't know how to play... haiz... After that, we played cards... cycled a little when Eddie came... After returning the bikes and dinner, we played cards again... This time, punishment was included!!! The loser had to be beaten by the winners with pillows!!! So fun!!! Samuel and I left at about 9:45pm. We almost missesd the bus and had to chase after it!!
I was a little irritated when my dad didn't wanna tell me which Aloha the chalet was at!! M'my came out to drive me in. In the car, I complain to her about my stupid knee. She said I exercise too much... -.-' Sometimes she says I'm fat because I didn't exercise and now she saying that I did too much?! -.-'''''
@ Aloha, I fell asleep while watching Wedding Planner. When I think the show had ended, I went to the bed to enter into my dreamland. It was freezing cold!!! I adjusted the fan speed to '1'. I didn't wanna off it cuz it feels funny... I forgot about adjusting the air con's temperature!!! -.-' I shivered all the way till it was time to wake up in the morning(6am).
Sun, 241005 Event @ Sentosa
It was a boring day. I was stationed at the Imation booth, shivering... I was so cold that I was about to cry out anytime...
I didn't really learn anything that day. Whatever I had done that day, I had done it before and was paid!!! I didn't have the mood to sell anything. I was hoping to be at the beach volleyball side. I don't mind standing under the sun. I wanna see the touch rugby... It's just my luck...
After clearing up and stuff, I flew to Kovan to have steamboat at Louis' place. Erm... I kinda forgot who is Louis again... =P
Reminiscing stops at |10:18:00 am|
Thursday, October 20, 2005
Crabs are delicious!!! It was kinda worth it waiting for about an hour for the food... Thanks, Weiliang and Kangming! My dear Meihua must be happy because she could see me at last!!! Wahahaha... =P
I was late for like about 45mins!!! Really paiseh!!! Last min got briefing for Sunday's event... haiz... I guess my weekend is gonna be fully utilised...
Oh yah!! My new shoes attracted lots of attention!!! hee... It's so cute that passerby will want to have another look at it!! *blush* haha... I wanna buy another pair!!! But it's kinda ex leh... Haiz...
~*~*~*
Some memories seem to stay with you till the last day of your life. It seems impossible for you to forget them. Some may be reminder of the best times of your life, some may not be...
Me...? Those memories seems to haunt me forever. Why must those images always appear in front of me? How long more before they will start to disppear? I guess they must be really stuborn...
Reminiscing stops at |10:56:00 pm|
Monday, October 17, 2005
Oh! I bought my Meh Meh shoes!!! hee... I wanted to get the one where one side is Meh Meh and the other side is the Moo Moo but they didn't have my size!!! *sob* nvm... I love my new shoes!!!
Meetings bore me... So 'fortunately', my attachment requires me to attend meetings after meetings... I was asked to take down minutes today. Stressed... I can't press playback when I missed a point... Haiz...
Another thing... Proposals... That's my greatest fear!!! What to propose? How to write it out in words? How should I phrase it? Is there any details that I've missed out? Did I add in too many irrevelant things? Do I have enough resources on hand? Am I able to meet the deadline? Wah~~ I don't like!!!
Whatever I've learned is kinda different from what we've been taught! Oh! I almost forgot who was our useless teacher who criticises everyone's work except his. Hmmm... Talking about him makes me remember about my letter!! I've not writen it!! Oh no!! Hope it's not too late... It may be for me but may not be for the others... =D
Reminiscing stops at |10:02:00 pm|
Sunday, October 16, 2005
They are so alike...
So so alike...
Reminiscing stops at |11:20:00 am|
Friday, October 14, 2005
I don't know why I'll cry when I talk to him. Sometimes those harmless words seems so hurting. I just can't help but feel the pain in my heart. I still want to talk to him no matter what. But I just can't stop crying.
Why?
I'm getting more and more tired of my life. Life @ attachment sucks though I'm always free, doing nothing...
When is the sun going to set?
Soon? How soon? Can it set earlier? I'm getting tired...
Reminiscing stops at |10:11:00 pm|
As I was walking to the office, I realised I didn't wear my watch! I'm a clock watcher... I need my watch... hee... After walking a few steps, I realised I didn't wear my ring!!! I tried to ignore it and continue walking.
Was I superstitious or just thinking too much? Things didn't go the way they should be. I did finish what I was supposed to do. I asked Ben to explain to me. I thought I did everything but nothing was done. I had to rush out everything within a short period of time, stressing the designers... I'm so sorry!I should have asked if what I had done was correct or not. Haiz...
Models came to the office again! This time, they're all ang mohs!! I feel so short standing beside them. I feel shorter standing beside the guys. The ladies were all 180++ and the guys were 185+!!! I wanted to stay on till all the guys were present but I was called to go to Funan... *sadded* Packed the laptop, carried it down, walked to the road and flag like mad for a cab.
It's so hard to get a cab!!! Where are all the cab when you need one? They seem to be all around you when you don't need them. Booked a cab... Went to Funan... I had to go back there tomorrow... Is it a good sign? Or...?
Oh! Walking around the office barefooted feels so good!!! My heels made a lot of noise as I walk. Without my slippers, I feel so good walking without a sound. =D
Reminiscing stops at |9:03:00 pm|
Thursday, October 13, 2005
Attachment... Is it a good or a bad sign? *wonder*
My cough is disappearing... Hope the med chases it away ASAP. =D
Yesterday was reserved to watch April Snow. I can leave the office @ 6pm sharp but I'm always the first to leave. Doesn't feel right. Everyone seems to have so much to do but I have none. After I packed and asked if there's anything for me to do, I left for Cine. The time was about 6:20pm.
Nini's already there!!! I had to fly there... haiz...
The show wasn't that nice to me. Maybe it's too slow... Nini almost fell asleep. I entertained myself by irritating Idiot. =D
On the way home, Wen Hai said he want to return the VCDs to me. I reached home @ about 11pm. He reached my house @ about 11:30pm. I waited for him till I fell asleep on the sofa... We chatted @ the void deck till about 12plus (midnight).
Today, I woke up unwilling. I've overslept again. I wanted to sleep more but... If only I could turn back time...
I went to Arab Street with Tiffany to get cloth. My legs were like jelly. I'M HUNGRY! Back in the office, I got a packet of biscuits from Yvonne. I did my programme till 3plus. LUNCHTIME AT LAST!!!
After lunch and some research, I went to Singapore Arts Museum with Ben. He really got no sense of directions!!! haha... I think I'm no better... I LOVE THE GLASS ROOM!!! Ben said it looks nicer at night!!! WOW!!!
It was about 6:30pm when we're back in the office. I could go home... but I didn't... I tried to finish some stuff but I had to bring it home in the end because I don't have a com... =( I hate bringing work home... =(
5 months... Will I reach 25 Feb '06 in one piece? Hmmmm....
Reminiscing stops at |11:52:00 pm|
Tuesday, October 11, 2005
Wow! Fri-Sun was our Desaru Trip! I shared a room with Mei Hua and Xiusi.
Oh no!! I caught them in bed!! =P
Now you see us...
Now you don't... =D
It was a pleasant trip. I tried a few things I've never done before.
Jet Ski... GoKart... Banana Boat... These are the things I've never played before... Though I wanted to play archery... They said it was too far. It may be a wasted trip if it wasn't open. Nevermind... I've tried it before... I just wanted to play a cheap cheap game... =P
Monday, 101005, was the first day of our attachment.
I was talking to Xing the night before. I told him, "hope I won't have to attend meeting the first day..." In the end... I had to attend 2 meetings!! both about 1.5hrs long!!!
For the second meeting, we had to go to the client's place. My meeting was with Melody and Angela! Actress wor!! haha... Seems like I'm so proud of it... =P Melody asked if she had seen me before! I was like "huh?" I did see her in person before but not that close! Hmmmm....
Besides attending these 2 meetings, Yvonne and I rotted in the office crapping and looking at each others' neoprints. Simon, our boss, stopped by to have a peep... haha...
Tuesday, 110505, I was late for work!! It's only the second day of work and history is repeating itself!!! =P
After rotting for a while and thinking some stuff for Ben, Simon asked me to go shopping with them... It was actually a meeting @ Funan. Wah... Floorplan makes me headache...
After meeting was lunch then back to rotting time. I did surf the net to find some stuff and type a document for Tiffany...
There was an interview!! Wow!! Models came to our office!! The ladies were tall, slim and pretty! The guys were tall, built and shuai!! *drools*
Tomorrow's another day @ the office. Simon's gonna give us a project! He say we use it for our school's project!! Wow!! Thanks! Yvonne and I don't have to think of what to work on le!! =D
Reminiscing stops at |10:39:00 pm|
Thursday, October 06, 2005
Often, people only see the bad side... the ugly side of others. Why? Is it because the good side of others are so hard to be seen?
Why do people always blame others but not sit down and give it a thought. Maybe they have contributed to the cause too!
It's always easier to blame others for the fault. It is always easy to push the blame. It is always easy to find a scapegoat. But... Have you spare a thought for others? Your actions may cause many others to be unhappy. If it's YOUR fault, admit it! If it's not anyone's fault, don't blame to pitiful ones. Stop bullying them!
Thinking back, it's true that the group we went to JB with was a big group. What do you expect? Our clique is so big of coz the group will be big. We did spilt into two groups. You decided that we'll meet at Mac at 6:30pm. You gave us only one and a half hour to shop around and now you said you've not enough time. You could set a later time. I know I can open my damn mouth and say a later time but I didn't. They way you say it is like it's our fault that we have so little time to shop around.
It's not her fault that she was late. Nobody wanted this to happen. Nobody expected that her stuff will end so late. We agreed to go JB together as a group. Why can't we just wait for her and carry on as planned? The wait will not be bored or treated as a waste of time if you can make use of your time. You can chat around with your pals around you. Time passes faster when you do something. Don't you get it?
Put yourself in her shoes. She's already feeling so guilty for reaching so late. We've already rushed her. We asked her to take a cab. You'll make her crazy if you push her too much. Do you not get it? If you were her, how will you feel? People sms-ing you all the time asking you where you are. People calling you asking if you are reaching or not.
Yes, we can just leave without her and everytime will have more time there. But what's the use of having a gathering like this?
If you were her and we decided to leave without you, how would you feel? Are you gonna say some rubbish that we didn't wait for you? Are you gonna say we didn't want you to go? Are you gonna spread some nonsense?
I know I sound very hot now. The fact is, I'm really very mad at your actions. I'm mad at your attitude. You can be mad at me. You can talk behind me. I DON'T GIVE A DAMN! But what I really hope is you think about your actions. I really hope you think about the 'truth' that you tell others. I hope you can spare a thought for others at times... I hope that you don't always think about yourself. Listen to others sometime. Consider what they say. You may not be right all the time. Don't think that we must always acommodate you all the time. Try to acommodate us. I'm not forcing you to sacrifice yourself all the time. I'm just asking you to do it once in a while if it's too hard f0r you.
Reminiscing stops at |2:28:00 pm|
What was I supposed to do yesterday? What did I do yesterday? hmmm....
1) I was supposed to buy insect repellent... Not the spray type... The plaster type...
2) Go shopping with my mom
3) Buy sunblock
4) Watch Dukes of Hazrd with my miserable only sign-in
5) SMS my auntie for camera...
Out of the 5 mentioned above, I did only one of them!!
After shopping with my mom, I went to meet Addy and Clement at Cityhall. Actually I didn't want to meet them leh... I wanna watch Dukes of Hazard... Haiz...
They went to watch Into the Blue at 9:45pm!! I wanted to watch that too!! But... ... ... Haiz...
However, I managed to watch! Hee... Got myself a seat, sat down comfortably and watched. Acutally, my seat wasn't that comfy because there's a big idiot bully beside me... Haiz... Poor me... haha...
I had to sacrifice part of the show to clear Dark Water's cinema. Haiz... I wonder how many times I've scared the patrons when I was standing at the back... -.- haha... That idiot helped me clear the cinema... There wasn't many people don't really need his help leh... haha... =P Ok lah... At least he's not that heartless... I can try to forgive him a little for bullying me... =P After clearing, we went back to watch Into the Blue.
I was sms-ing Wen Hai almost throughout the show... When I realised that my sms will burst soon, I asked him to call instead. I sat outside and we chatted for quite some time. I was still holding onto the phone when the patrons left the cinema... I was still holding onto the phone when I clear the cinema... I was still holding onto the phone when we went down. The conversation finally ended when I needa go into the office.
We finally came to a decision... He'll come over to my house after I knock off and get the vcd. I was wondering why can't he wait till today? Coming out in the middle of the night... Midnight somemore leh!!! haiz... Don't understand that auntie... =X
Reminiscing stops at |1:38:00 pm|
Wednesday, October 05, 2005
Yesterday (041005) was the long waited JB shopping trip.
I had my ITP briefing in the morning. The night before, I was rushing my itro letter like mad... Copied some parts of Nini's... =P CYY didn't ask for my intro letter!!! Haiz... The briefing ended at about 11am. If I leave for Kranji, I'll be super early. I'll break my record!! haha... So... I called Huiwen for help... hee...
I meet her at Tiong Bahru. While waiting, my stomach reminded me that I haven't had my breakfast... My dear Huiwen reached!! We went to the money changer, walked around then went to her house.
I was unwilling to leave without finish disc10 of The Prince who Turn into A Frog. Hee... We, together with Zany, went to J8 to meet Weixin and had Sakae!! hee... Having my lunch there reminds me of that incident with the crazy woman. haiz...
We went to Kranj to meet the rest and waited for Dear Xiusi to fly there. Then, we started on our adventure to JB! hee...
Due to the big group, we split into two groups. I was with Mei Hua, Xiusi, Nini and KangMing. Hee... It was kinda hard deciding where to have our dinner. After dinner, we couldn't watch movie as it would be too late by the time the movie ended. We tried to located Huiwen and decided to end our adventure.
I took the train home with Mei Hua!!! haha... Dunno why I'm so happy!! haha... Maybe I'll rarely get the chance to 'entertain' her after our attachments start... haiz... Regina almost alighted at the wrong stop!!! wahahahaha....!!!! She talked super fast, trying to end the conversation before she said bye and wanted to alight. Nini stopped her and said,"hey... It's Admirity leh!!" Hahaha... This auntie is supposed to alight at Sembawang!!
When I reached home, I was too tired to pack my stuff and went to bed immediately after I bathe...
Reminiscing stops at |2:56:00 pm|
Monday, October 03, 2005
hmmmm..... I had a weird dream... I dreamt of Wen Hai... haha... Then I dream of me climbing up and down the escalator... My escalator nightmares again... haiz...
Saturday and Sunday were intensive birthday celebrations! hee...
Saturday was to celebrate the big day of Xiusi and Mei hua. I'm starting to love Chinese food!! Reminds me of the meals cooked by my grandparents... It's been a long time... haiz... We had a crazy time at Kbox. It can be proven by the crazy pics! hee... After that, we had dinner which was on Mr. KangMing... Haha... It's been soooo long since I take the train with my Mei Hua!!! hee...
Sunday was to celebrate the birthdays of my year1 mates! We did lots of catching up and complained a lot of we-know-who... haha... I fell asleep on the sofa and was late as usual... After Marina, we went to Suntec. We parted at about 6pm.
Today... Monday, 031005
Nini and I explored our ITP company surroundings... We went to my company first. I forgot to bring the map!!! Haiz... aging... When we finally found my company, we went into the building to have a look. My office looks... I don't know how to describe... Looks like those places where mafia carry out their illegal dealings or keep their illegal stuff... haha...
Next, we went to Chinatown... Nini's company... Her company was... Erm... I think mine's better... haha... We walked around Chinatown... Actually I wanted to have my tangyuan... I was too tired and lazy to walk... We headed to Heeren instead...
We walked about... I almost wanted to buy the 37degree stuff!!! Haiz... I bought my shorts from 77th Street instead... I dragged Nini to PS with me to meet The Idiot...
Hey Idiot, I confess I lied to you that we're at PS all the time... haha... Actually it's fun bluffing you... hee... =P
We walked around... Wen Hai msg me...!!! He's working at PS!! haha... I think I walked passed him and didn't notice him... =P Nini left... Shortly after, she called me... "How to walk to the station ah???" Wahahahahaha....!!!! She made me laugh non-stop!!!
We watched the Andy Lau show, Wait Till You Are Older. It was quite a meaningful show. They said... Life is a one-way road. I can't really remember the rest. They said that we should be happy that we wouldn't be able to live in the past... But we should be sad that we can't turn back time too... Something like that...
I wanted to wait for Wen Hai to knock off and leave together... But walking around PS is very boring... In the end, we went home without each other. It's been a long time since I've seen him and a super long time since I chat with him... Reminds me of the days at Centrepoint... Though there's no slacking in the store room, it's always fun having lunch and going home together...
Take care, fren!
Reminiscing stops at |11:52:00 pm|
Sunday, October 02, 2005
Whenever I look at my fingers, I'm reiminded that the world is unfair... The different lengths of our fingers explains it... Someone once told me the story but absent minded me have forgotten about it.
Often things doesn't really go our way. No matter how hard we tried to avoid it, we'll still incur some damages. The world will be a better place if everyone will just stop and take a step back... give in a little.
It isn't happy being selfish. One day, when you're tired of all of it, you'll realised that you've missed out lots of wonderful things in this world. You'll realise that the gap between those around you widens. You'll realise that the wall that separates you and others thickens. Soon, it'll be so thick that nothing could be done to break it. Friendships may be lost unless something is done. Time will change everything.
That's what I think.
Sometimes... We'll be happier if we try to make others happy. It'll be more rewarding that satisfying only yourself.
Reminiscing stops at |11:46:00 am|
