STORIES...
Tuesday, August 31, 2004
Ah Boon saw Big Big Eyes liao!!! Congrats, Ah Boon! haha... But hor... the pic in the year bk not tt clear leh... dun u think so? Seeing the real person is clearer! Ah Boon, after FMA u wait @ the door sure can get clear view! haha...
3 more days...
A part of me hopes it comes faster... Cuz it's another stage of life. It also means that I'm graduating SOON! Hope I can get my chance to go overseas and stay there for good... I'm also getting older! hmmm... shows that I've to start learning to grow up.
However, the other part of me hope that it'll nv come. It juz brings back too many memories... Memories that I'm trying to burry deep under the ground. Memories that I nv wanna receive in the 1st place...
But... ... ...
Reminiscing stops at |5:56:00 pm|
Sunday, August 29, 2004
Ships on the same harbour,
Close as they could be.
Anchored at the harbour,
They never drifted apart.
However, fate never permitted them
To stay put forever.
Now or later,
They had to leave
Promises were made
That they’ll never forget about each other
But time, our greatest foe,
Encouraged them to drift apart
In no time,
On their journey to their new harbour,
Those promises made were forgotten
They’ve forgotten each other.
At the new harbour,
Old promises were made with new ships
But how long will this be kept alive
How far in the future till they were forgotten again…
Reminiscing stops at |12:49:00 pm|
Saturday, August 28, 2004
La centre ville... Au centre ville... The answers for the 2 blanks I left for my test. I remembered it when I was on the bridge. I wonder... If I ran back, tell Jean-Marc I wanna write those answer what would happen... hehe... But sure cannot...
Ah Boon was tortured by me cuz of tt. hehe... Michelle also tok abt her test. Poor Ah Boon.
This time the inflator was better than the last one. It's bigger n more fun! I went in too! haha... Kids these days really very naughty... haiz... Then... that Chee Siang!! Bluff me got a way out. Dun needa climb here n there. Brought me 2 a corner... Ask me 2 climb out from nowhere! It's high!! Chee Sian say he carry me up a bit. Siao he. I ask him dun touch me! haha... But in the end still need his help 2 get out. Keavin was outside trying 2 catch me. Had a chair wif him 2 let me stand. If I knew it's that kinda way out, I'd rather climb up the slope n slide my way out!
I love to eat cotton candy! Everytime see it, MUZ buy it! haha... This time, I made my own cotton candy n eat it! Very fun! 1st try wasn't successful. After the 2nd try onwards, I was addicted! I didn't wanna let Gabriel do. haha... Jasmine kept eating until her teeth turn pink, Joyce also tried! We're giving out FREE cotton candy n popcorn. Though there were only a few customers, we keep making n making! hehe...
Ah Boon! Thanks leh! Thanks 4 ur help for giving me this job. Really appreciate it. But hor... My pay really left $10!! One of the shirt too big! The other one... got hole!! Result of not trying... *sob*
Reminiscing stops at |11:51:00 pm|
Friday, August 27, 2004
I'm still wondering why I'm so scared of it. In the first place, what made me so afraid of it? Whenever I see it, I 'll run. Whenever I hear it, my heart stops beating. When it come near me, I'll scream. When my dad or anyone doesn't want to get rid of it, I scream and cry out. Haiz...
Today's ITT test... 2nd to leave! haha... Like so proud of it... haha... For his test, if you know your facts and you know how to crap the way he likes, you can score! That's what I think. Wonder if I crap the right way or not...
Reminiscing stops at |7:35:00 pm|
Wednesday, August 25, 2004
It's been a long time since I've watched a movie alone...
Today's Movie: QUILL (JAPANESE) (G)
Quill - a Labrador Retriever's life was drastically changed when he was chosen and forced to leave his mother for a "guide-dog" training centre.
Little did he know that he would meet a strange man: Watanabe, who would become his owner and partner.
The gentle Quill was teamed with Watanabe who first refused to take a guide-dog as a company. An incident occurred which caused this seemingly completely incompatible man and dog to communicate with each other, making this their first step in becoming "life-partners".
When the two walked together, Watanabe felt the wind and could see the sky through Quill.
The bond between them, allow Watanabe to rediscover the joy of life.
Their bond strengthened from each passing day until one day, they faced a sudden and sorrowful parting...
♠Quil Synopsis♠
It was very sad at the end. I cried... No laughing! I'm sure anyone will cry. Even the guy behind me took out tissue! haha... I cried partly because of the show. The other reason is... It reminds me of many things... Many things that will bring tears to my eyes. I miss my grandparents... Somehow I forgot how they look like le... I really wish I could turn back time... and keep them with me... But it's impossible... Many people kept asking me to move on... but... I couldn't forget those scenes! They just keep replaying and replaying... A part of me is asking me to forget about it... But I don't want to... I can't... Lord, please don't take anyone away from me. Even if I don't like them or I've forgotten about them. Please don't take them away!
Did they come from the sky,
Or are they from my eyes?
The crystals flowing down my cheeks
I can hold them back no more...
Reminiscing stops at |4:30:00 pm|
Tuesday, August 24, 2004
Never judge a person by his looks!! It's super true!!
An example is... Peh Nini!!! wahaha...
This girl hor... She may look sweet... seems innocent... BUT.... but... u've gotta rip that mask off her face!! She nv fail to bully me! esp when there's no one ard! Her favourite weapon is her pen. She'll use that to poke u, leaving ink marks. She'll also dot ur papers with her almighty pen! Beware of this weapon of hers!
Another weapon is her liquid paper! She'll erase sth from ur paper wif that... Luckily she seldom use that... phew...
Wahaha... Nini... I got my revenge le... hahaha!!!
Reminiscing stops at |6:47:00 pm|
Friday, August 20, 2004
Ah BOOn missed her chance 2 see Big Big Eyes... But I didn't miss my chance 2 meet Qin Ai De Goh Huilin!! If I went 2 T1, I'll miss this chance 2 see her! F.A.T.E. Didn't see her since 23Dec2003!! I'll nv forget that day cuz 1st time I was thrown into the sea!! We talked and talked... There seemed to be no fullstop! We juz kept toking n toking. We told each other abt the jokes we've experienced. Aw... She's going 2 Thailand 4 ITP end of this yr!! Gonna miss her... This yr's "Dec All Festive" outing will be without her, my Qin Ai De... haiz...
Haiz... I feel so empty suddenly... Watz wrong? Suddenly feeling confused... Confused abt myself... I wanna escape... Run away from everything... But it's impossible... Ahh!!! I wanna cry!!
Sometimes I wonder I should hate you or juz forgive you. I juz can't forget how irresponsible you were. You're so selfish! You juz left... Leaving these for my shoulders. I wonder how long I can carry them. They're juz too heavy for me to carry for life! When are you coming back? When are you waking up? When do you wanna grow up and leave that dreamland or yours? What can be done to wake you? Our folks need you. They miss you a lot. They really hope you can start thinking like a grown up. So please don't disappoint them and get a life! I'll not forgive you if you ever hurt them again! Trust me!
Reminiscing stops at |9:45:00 pm|
Tuesday, August 17, 2004
Ah Boon!! haha.. U really no luck 2 see Big Big Eyes leh! hehe... wahahaha!!!
Yesterdae Big Big Eyes walked pass us... but cannot point n sae, "Adeline! That's Big Big Eyes!!" If not too obvious... very akward also... so... Ah Boon missed her chance 2 see Big Big Eyes.
Ah Boon kept asking me 2 sae "Hi" to Big Big Eyes. But me dunno Big Big Eyes... I only wan the EYES!! Love the EYES!! Feel like digging out the EYES!! hahaha... I too siao about the eyes le...
Todae, while waiting for that ZHUtou outside MLT8, saw Big Big Eyes again... Wanted to find Ah Boon but failed. When I saw her, very hard 2 call her and Big Big Eyes went in alr... Ah Boon, next time after lessons, u go LT8 there wait n see! haha...
Reminiscing stops at |5:23:00 pm|
Sunday, August 15, 2004
Huishan called me when i was deciding whether 2 study or not. She asked if i wanna go out or not. I agreed. Quiclky, went 2 study a bit so won't feel guilty.
It was drizzling. I ran to the bus stop. It rained heavily when the bus came. I couldn't find my EZ-Link!! Paid by cash. After 2 stops, i alighted n ran all the way home in the rain! Super drenched.
Asked my father 2 fetch me 2 J8. Went 2 change n find my EZ-Link. To my surprise, it was in the bag i was carrying!! AHH!!! Wanted to ask my father 2 shun bian fetch huishan.. but a bit too late.. cuz past her hse le...
@ J8, msg Ah Lau.. she called me. wah! she gave me a fright by hugging me suddenly in MPH, in the middle of nowhere! haha... somemore hit my face... but it's accidentally... Huishan still stuck in her hse! haha... When Huishan arrived, she kept asking y i wear so formal... formal meh? I onli wear the pointed pointed shoes... Went 2 do Express Manicure... svs super ^&#%*$&*%!!! Had a bit of snacks then headed 2 PS 2 meet Candice n ChuMay!
1st time all of us wear skirt!! Ah Lau realised Huishan n I were wearing skirt onli after we met Candice n ChuMay!! B.L.U.R.!! haha... Went 2 Swenson's cuz they owe them a Firehouse! haha... Had more snacks there... wanted 2 go 4 the fireworks after tt... but when we ordered the food, it was alr 8pm!
Took quite a lot of photos there. They actually put the fries 'container' on their heads! I hid behind them n helped them hold. Went to the toilet.. 1st time take pics in TOILET!! Paiseh when anyone came in! But took quite a few. Ah Lau wanted 2 go 2 the gents 2 take pics! haha! Huishan n ChuMay stood outside the toilet n took pics. Went to the Nursery. Took pics there too!! The pics of the babies SUPER CUTE!!
Walking towards the escalator, saw a grp of guys... when we wanna go down, one of them asked Ah Lau 4 her no.! haha! None of us bothered to ans or even look... We juz went down the escalator. When we're heading 2 the MRT, Candice suddenly asked us 2 walk faster cuz they're juz behind us! haha..
I wanna get the PC Link cable 4 my phone!! Ah Lau, sell me urs!! since u're not using it!! hehe...
Reminiscing stops at |11:35:00 pm|
Thursday, August 12, 2004
Life...
Life’s unpredictable and hard to understand. Those unexpected things just keep repeating.
When you don't know this person even existed, you’ll never see or notice him even if he’s so close to you. But when you’ve noticed him, he keeps appearing in front of you no matter where you go. Even when you attempt to avoid him, he just keeps appearing.
But it’s the opposite for those you really want to see. Every moment, I missed them. But they’re so far away. Too far to reach. How I wish I could reach out, catch them and keep them by my side. But it’s impossible. They’ll just slip off no matter what.
What about those who’re so near but so hard to reach? Seems like there’s a wall between us. A wall that blocks all communications. A wall so thick to break. It’s a wall that can be broken when both parties work hard. But what are you going to do when one party doesn’t want to do anything?
Reminiscing stops at |10:57:00 pm|
Wednesday, August 11, 2004
I feel very stupid... I dunno y... Suddenly I juz feel very stupid... wat was i doing... or shld i ask... wat did i do?
haiz... i think i shld slp... juz slp n forget everything... but mayb not everything... ahhhh!!! haiz...
Reminiscing stops at |10:31:00 pm|
Monday, August 09, 2004
Running, trying to escape
Falling, getting up
It is all the same.
As you feel it getting nearer
Something that makes you run away
That endless fear
Making you not think,
But flee.
Running after light
Falling into darkness
Forgetting anything again
Without end
The life is short and endless
The fear is there
There is no escape
But we are still running
And going nowhere.
♠~Angel with Dark WingsMay 22 2004, 06:34 PM~♠
Reminiscing stops at |12:08:00 pm|
Happy National Day!
Yesterday was working. Damn tired leh... I was in charged of the stupid inflator! Haha… ok… it’s not that stupid. But you have to deal with those kids! They very violent! When we just open it, there were not many people. So, we let them stay in there as long as they want. Keavin (don't know right name or not…hehe… :p) still can come over and disturb disturb. When it was getting darker and darker, more and more children came. The ride was free. So it attracted many children. You can see familiar faces playing again and again.
At first, 1 person looking after an inflator is enough. But in the end, 2 people were needed. Once I unlatch, they rushed in! Really have to be quick in latching back. They rushed and pushed each other when getting into, inside and out of the inflator. You have to hold their hands when they get in or out or else they may fall. For the smaller kids, you have to carry them. Hand very suan…
Yong Jie’s (don't know right name or not…) inflator had the longest queue, followed by Keavin’s then mine…
I was very happy when it was near 10pm. I asked Jonathon what time close. He said not that early. I thought close at 10!! Heartbroken… He said 1150 then close… 2 hrs leh!
When it was 1130, Jonathan said close at 1145… Happy! At 1145, Keavin closed his and came over to help. Adeline chased some children away. Left some. Instead of letting them play for 3mins, we went to 2.5mins, then 1.5mins. Keavin gave them 1min only! No wonder he so fast!
Terrance Chao and Jamie Teo came. We sang some National Day songs, the national anthem and recite the pledge after the count down. So long never do this le. Oh yah... the fireworks fake one! Bluff us! Make me reserve my batt for it. Until now still got batt leh!
Took a cab home. The stupid uncle took the super long way! Make me wanna feel car sick... There’s this thing called the expressway but he didn’t use that! The fare was $18+. Almost forgot to get a receipt. Ran back to get from uncle. Luckily he haven leave. Reached home at 134am! Went to bathe. Read a little of HRM while waiting ofr my hair 2 dry. Gave up and slept wif my wet hair.
Slept until didi knocked on my door with my breakfast at 10 this morning. Tired sia… Got a cut on my finger and blisters... sob sob sob... Adeline!! sob sob sob... hahaha...
Reminiscing stops at |10:49:00 am|
Thursday, August 05, 2004
I saw it again!! It's the 3rd time!! So beautiful!!
I dunno watz those actualli... they juz suddenly appear...
1st time: @ my grandparents place...
2nd time: walking home
3rd time: tonite!
Very Long nv see it le...
They're like little lights flying here and there... Like flying lighted worms... but u can't catch them... They juz keep flying here and there... When they get lesser, it means they're leaving...
But now, i think the 1st time i see these mysterious lights, they weren't small lighted worms... It's like someone took a super big torch n shone into the room. Time seemed to stop at that time...
I really hope to see those little lighted flying worms again. They're juz too beautiful for u to even let urself blink!
But I'm juz afraid that sth bad might follow... choi! touchwood!
Reminiscing stops at |11:36:00 pm|
Wednesday, August 04, 2004
war [wɔː]
noun
1 open armed conflict between two or more parties, nations, or states
Related adjs: belligerent, martial
2 a particular armed conflict
example: the 1973 war in the Middle East
♠Defn of War♠
Brotherhood...
JinTae (Jang DongGun) shines shoes hoping to save money to send his younger brother JinSeok (Won Bin) to university. Their mother runs a noodle shop wishing the best for her two sons even though things have been tough since her husband passed away. Sending JinSeok to university has become the shining light in their family's everyday. With the start of the Korean War (25 June 1950), JinSeok is unwillingly conscripted into the war, forcing JinTae to join the war to save his brother and send him back to his mother. Without money or influence, the only hope to save his brother is for JinTae to enlist in suicidal missions in order to earn the Medal of Honour. The only thing that will guarantee JinSeok's release. JinSeok fails to understand his brother's act and interprets them as a dangerous mix of patriotism and an obsession for fame and glory. It is only at the fatal end when JinSeok realises the truth of his brother's sacrifice.
♠Brotherhood's Synopsis♠
It's a bloody show... damned disgusting! Felt like vomiting after the show. Cannot blame... It's NC(16) show. It's quite touching at some parts where they showed the brotherly love between the JinTae and JinSeok. JinTae was ready to sacrifice everything, including his life, for his only brother. But JinSeok couldn't understand his brother's actions as times went by. His brother was like a stranger to him. He thought his brother was doing everything just to get himself a medal, a honour. But JinTae didn't forget his promise - get the Medal of Honour to get JinSeok out of army.
JinTae lost his senses when his wife who was mistaken as a communistwas killed and thought that JinSeok was burned to death. He joined the communist (North Korea) and fought against his people (South Korea). JinSeok wanted to wake his brother and went to the front. He made JinTae promise that he'll go back home safely. JinTae shot the communist to ensure that JinSeok was able to leave.
JinSeok waited 50years for JinTae to return home. When JinTae was found, he was just lying there. That exact spot where JinTae last fought. JinSeok recognised JinTae by the pen the evacuators found on him.
We really have to be grateful for the peaceful lives we're having and never take advantage of it. Beacause, in the past, many have fought to let us enjoy the peace that we're taking for granted...
Reminiscing stops at |6:44:00 pm|
Tuesday, August 03, 2004
My taste so bad meh, Adeline? No.12 not nice meh? Ok mah… Even Nini didn’t agree with me!! *Heartbroken* *sob*
But I think the Big Big Eyes still the best! Eyes big big… Like sparkling sparkling one leh!! Hehe… but now cut hair le… Hey, Big Big Eyes, this hairstyle not nice lah… looks funny… Ask your hair to grow faster leh… Last time looks nicer! Hehe…
But… but… No.12 still ok mah… Eyes also quite nice mah… although can’t be compared to Big Big Eyes… Why nobody agree?? *Sob*
Reminiscing stops at |8:40:00 pm|
Monday, August 02, 2004
Hmmm…. This MeiHua ah… noisy leh! Haha… ok ok… not that noisy…
I was talking to my mom on the phone, saying that I’m not going home for dinner. She was sitting beside me saying that she’s very hungry. MeiHua, my mom really can hear what you say leh… The lady sitting opposite us was laughing at us! Haha… wah… buay tahan this MeiHua… she really can talk to anyone…
We went to Magic wok (correct spelling?). struggled to finish the food we ordered which is only 3 dishes. Don't know why whenever we called the waiter over, I’ll start laughing… oh… There’s one dish we ordered. It’s either lemon or honey. We asked can mix or not… feel like trying both leh…
We sat there for damn long. Nobody bothered to chase us away. Hehe… MeiHua wanted to pay by card. But the person said below $20 cannot pay by card. But we didn’t have enough cash on us. So the person let us pay by card in the end.
When we’re going down the escalator, I found a $50 note in my wallet! MeiHua wanted to KILL me!! Haha…
Was kinda in a good mood. (not becuz of meihua… but the food I ate… hehe…) so I decided to buy ice cream for my parents. I bought the jelly powder also. See when I good mood, I cook. I really can cook one hor! Don't play play… hehe…
Reminiscing stops at |10:06:00 pm|
Sunday, August 01, 2004
People are complicated. It seems we spend most of our lives forgiving someone for something. If we didn’t, we would line with little balls of hate and anger choking us inside.
If you have something nice to say just say it. If not, just keep it.
If you fall off the end of the world, just keep falling because there’s still the universe to embrace u.
Reminiscing stops at |8:06:00 pm|
